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:Friday, January 18, 2008:

Out of everything that has happened today or in the past,
I have to deem today the most disappointing day.

Out of all the things that had once made me feel small, alone
and trashed. This is the worst.

But I know and they know I am the best there is so far.
And since I have chose to leave, I like stick to my decision
and no amount of "piti-ness", "talking to her" or
"must come back okays" will ever ever ever change my
mind.

For I am disappointed. And I condemn all. Cause if you take
6 working days in my position, you'll be begging for out.

F.C , J.O , A.S , C.YH and your boss T.V.
We all know. I'm the best there is. If MDH can't have me,
no one will.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 12:00 AM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.