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:Thursday, November 30, 2006:


(click to enlarge)

Just another random post, a conve of kenndra and I
in class. lol. don't mind my desktop wallpaper. Well,
the next photo you're about to see is more freakish
than the first, and it's definitely not for the faint heart.



Yup, that looks like a pretty fat arse to me.
Not to mention the amount of lard used and killed
to produce something of this size. gosh.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 8:34 PM| |

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:Sunday, November 26, 2006:

Yet after so long, I was back at the usual area were
I were to be able to be so carefree with my thoughts
and feelings. And yes, I was back sitting outside
whynot with people around me so full of joy and you
can just see the zest of life in them. But as soon,
one by one, they disappeared inside, leaving and
forgetting that there are people that will not be
able to enter for the obvious reasons.

I'm feeling so disgusted at the cheap and horrid
way things people can do. Thanks to timmy,
darryl and weijie for the time outside. And I hope
the rest had fun inside, esp shuhui. I promise, the
next time, I'll club and get SO high. This promise I
esp dedicate to monica. =)



Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:31 PM| |

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:Wednesday, November 22, 2006:


Our Brisbane Trip - Our lives.

Finally with some inspiration from winsty's video
I tried making one of my own for the very first
time!

Tell me how you think it is alrights. This stupid
video took me 3 hours till 12+ and thanks to hon,
he stayed up with me. =)

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 8:48 PM| |

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:Monday, November 20, 2006:

I've been watching the video that Winsty made
for us over and over again. I'm having second
thoughts. I don't know why. The song's really
cool but it does invoke too much emotions for
me to handle. I'm sorry. I do have my own
issues that I've yet to sort out. As what monica
said to me. Its the company, not the people.

I'm darn confused. Things are getting fake.
Superficial I thought, but well, why act that
we're so close when by actual fact, I'm even
starting to doubt myself. I'm in loads of shit.
I don't blame them, but myself. I just need
the faith again. I need my faith back in them.
It's been long since I've clubbed. Monica's
waiting for me to club with her.

I do tell them some of my issues, and indeed
I place them before my family in my life. Why?

Cause I know,

The reason why I tell my innermost secrets to
them rather than my parents is because I know
that they won't judge me.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:31 AM| |

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:Saturday, November 18, 2006:




















(click to enlarge)
Yet another conve with Jovan and I. HAH.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:32 PM| |

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:Tuesday, November 14, 2006:

We all love Sister Act.



Hail Holy Queen - Sister Act

The Fat one looks like one of my faciliatators from school.
Equally happy and bubbly larh. I miss I was like that
minus the size. -opps-
Sorries! hahaha.

Jovan and I were chatting online just now and well,
I told him that I will blog this up so here is it. Hahaha.

(click on it to enlarge)

GAWK I love whoopi!


Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 9:50 PM| |

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:Monday, November 13, 2006:

I guess people has been asking me what's been
happening lately which left a 2 sentence blog post.
Thanks for the concerns, but I think I rather
keep the details to myself. Its not that I don't
want to tell or that you'all are not friends enough
but people will just say its another passing and
stuffs.

So, those who know, just keep reading alrights.
It's just that there is a regretting feeling inside
that I should not have done and should not have
felt those feelings inside me. Yet I fell in and well
I've got my punishment. Its just so affecting
and harsh for that point of time.

Someone's flying off tonight. I hope he's doing
alrights over there and I'm not sure when will it
be the next time I'll be able to see him but wells,
I hope that he promises me what he promised.
=)

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 1:58 PM| |

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:Saturday, November 11, 2006:

I should have changed my mind.
Shit. Now I'm regretting.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:50 PM| |

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::




(Do enlarge the image if its too small to read)

Thanks to maye(my bitch) for catching my eye
on this interesting yet worst than idiotic read
on fridae.

Down right rediculous but we all know that we
have a bapok government running our politically
weak country. When it comes to showing off
wealth and succession of the country, our government
does it too well. But when it comes to taboo topics,
they screw their asses harder than PLUs screw.

Read the comments esp the ones from PLUs over
the world critizing the Singapore government.

I'm too tired to rant about whats burning inside me
today. I'm so lost. Hurting I guess.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 1:27 AM| |

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:Thursday, November 09, 2006:


I want Kenneth Cole's bag. Will someone plueassse
get this one for me? *kneels down* =)

I offically realized that friends don't stay for long.
Infact, they don't even last beyond the fakeness,
excuses and masks over their faces. Harsh reality
harsh truths. I'm hoping that things will turn out
alright after all. Am I a fool to be this way?

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 6:47 PM| |

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:Wednesday, November 08, 2006:

Was wandering the streets of orchard today
and I have came to realized that its really too
boring yet I don't want to go home. Yet another
wednesday has past which brings a new day
tomorrow. I've not been able to give myself
whole heartedly to someone but I'm taking
the effort now. It all starts of with that "hi"
and we all leave that progression with nature.

If my soul comes home to me, he's realize that
nobody's home. There's no place to go to dry
his eyes. The feelings and dreams that he hides
are so different from the ones people expects
of him. Once he goes home, he'll just realize


nobody's home. He's just so lost inside.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:57 PM| |

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:Monday, November 06, 2006:

Work too its toll yesterday by the fact that I
am still sick. Benji's just going to say this once.

"Those INDIANS working with citibank, don't
come fuck with me. Cheebye, Doesn't mean you
work with the bank, it gives you the right to
be proud and stuckup. The fact still reminds.
You all know NUTS about the bank."

Those shitheads. Pisst the living life outta me.
Nabei.

*fan's myself* kk, back to normal self. *grins*

School's damn difficult. Shit. I'm going to start
listening to mummy now cause I want something.
=) so I'll be going home straight after school unless
I have to work. But I'll still hang on fridays AND
I still want to watch movies!

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:54 AM| |

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:Sunday, November 05, 2006:

Things have prolly been going the wrong way
for me lately. Yes I'm down with flu without
a doubt and there's nothing I want to do about
it.

Why?

I don't know. It doesnt seem to affect me much.
The thing that's affecting me so much is the
amount of angst and difficulties I have in my
life. After all the path I chose happened not
to be the brightest and the ones my parents
wanted me too, But its to late as the works are
in the making.

Things have been hay-wired and my mind
has lost a screw. Whats going to happen to me
now? I guess star glazing or the nice walks
on the beach will still remind inside my mind
but now,

I have to stay in school more often. Sighs.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 12:24 AM| |

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:Thursday, November 02, 2006:

I haven't been blogging for long. My bad.
Kind down with the whole flu virus thing
which makes my nose really painful and its
hard to breathe. People are getting more
and more bitchy these days. I've been
starting to see the difference in people around
me. Hmmm, egos are starting to grow and
well, its a bad thing. But it's up to them
cause as I said before, I'm not going to care
anymore anyways.

Shows I've yet to watch! woohoo! come book
me to watch alrights!
1. The Covenent
2. DOA



Thats all for now cause the grudge was such
a failure, I don't know whether I should
laugh or cry. The prestige was not bad with
duration of the movie longer than expected
which my bladder couldn't take. -.-

Sister just told me that she has bought the
tickets to Il Divo's concert next january and I
hope that it will be a blast cause the dvd ancora
was just a disappointment.

Here's a video of one of my favourite songs. =)


Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:58 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.