<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d11264729\x26blogName\x3dThe+Boy+Whom+The+World+Couldn\x27t+Stop\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLACK\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://evolutionmatrix.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://evolutionmatrix.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d5334716539147395478', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

:Thursday, March 30, 2006:

and i saw my abercombie & fitch polo teeeee
again toooodayyy >.< grahh! i so have to go
online shopping already. credit everything to
master and my parents wont know anything
-whines-
problems unsettled with the simple lies
made from domestic workers look-a-like...
gawk, trust and respect lost. No ones gonna
believe the maid.

I guess u have to read lydia's blog. And once
again, the gang that used to be together IS
together again. with the addition of DINE!!
wahahaha...i so wanna watch ultraviolet...
someone pleauuussee bring meee >.<
I have nothing else to say to her already.
She denies everything thing. To doreen and lynn.
i guess thats the end for her and us(the gang).

the gang will still stay together and therefore,
she will be alone. AHEM*
yardaaa yardaa yarddaaa....i have pple msging me
saying that they saw me at bugis fucking this
short girl. like OMFG, how can you all see me
like that >.< wahahaha...
eh, i wasnt alone okay and i promise
lydia to go to her friend's shop to purchase my
BURMS! woots..therefore, i have to go back there
again. wahaha...AYE.

mummy's nagging...i'm working on sat and sun.
so i guess..family's outta the picture for me already.
yayyy!

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:12 PM| |

__________

:Wednesday, March 29, 2006:

eh, i spotted my abercombie tee today,
but the color suxsss >.<
and, well, who says that the blardy arse
show called the DORM was scary?!
like OMFG. U ham ji or something is itt...
zzz, its like so0 yesterday kinda movie,
but okay lahhh, having to know that
happy endings do exist between pple
from our world and them from their world..

AYE, and its back to work tmr, mummy's
back in spore, grams and everyone's back
in spore. Everything's back to normal but
still, the gap remains. the feelings that i felt
will still be there. And i guess, it wont be fading
for the time being.
For that, no one can change my decision for
i have chosen this.

and now, for its late, my back is hurting
and my eyelids are falling. But for this rants
and my viewers, i blog for them and myself.
Everything's still that same old empty me.
pretty? A book cannot be judged by its cover.
period.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:30 PM| |

__________

::

eh, i spotted my abercombie tee today,
but the color suxsss >.<
and, well, who says that the blardy arse
show called the DORM was scary?!
like OMFG. U ham ji or something is itt...
zzz, its like so0 yesterday kinda movie,
but okay lahhh, having to know that
happy endings do exist between pple
from our world and them from their world..

AYE, and its back to work tmr, mummy's
back in spore, grams and everyone's back
in spore. Everything's back to normal but
still, the gap remains. the feelings that i felt
will still be there. And i guess, it wont be fading
for the time being.
For that, no one can change my decision for
i have chosen this.

and now, for its late, my back is hurting
and my eyelids are falling. But for this rants
and my viewers, i blog for them and myself.
Everything's still that same old empty me.
pretty? A book cannot be judged by its cover.
period.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:30 PM| |

__________

:Tuesday, March 28, 2006:

i'm tired. mummy's coming back soon
and i'm on leave tmr.
as my eyelids close, i cant help but remember
vaguely your image in my mind,
lying next to me, putting me to sleep

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:21 PM| |

__________

:Monday, March 27, 2006:

And I told myself that i had to blog today.
Not for myself but for the visits at my blog.
The people that reads my rants and laughs,
The people that taggs me with full of constant
nonsense..>.<
darling beastboy, doreen and mich isn't scolding
me lahhh! they're scolding my maid.

everyones scolding my maid. mich and lyd,
thank me that you're back together. QUICK
>.< OMFG, who the hell is skye? tell me,
leave me in the dark...>.<
i want to go clubbing!!! back to mos,
back to shogun, whynot.
i want to go to taboo and madam wong's
desperately..the rest can wait..

someone bring meeeeeeeee....without the maid
...i want to go with my lesbian sistas and my
bung bros...and yep lahh not forgetting my aj
friends kk..=)
and of course, my ranting peeps..!!
lyd, mich, dor etc...
wait, my back hurts..FUCK.
someone rubbbbb

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:05 PM| |

__________

:Sunday, March 26, 2006:

~enemy, friend or FOE~

well today was an interesti
ng day. just so happened to
place me in a jumpy and uberly out of my mind state,

to settle problems face to face. and of all days, we had
to do it on a sunday. OMFG. when all the maids -ahem-
domestic workers come out to play, we had to play hide-
and-seek with this maid that was so difficult to catch
.
imagine this in a full hall.
Benji shouts:
- who thinks she looks like a MAIDDDDDDDDD!!! raise yr hand!-
The crowd goes wild!!!
and everyone raises their hands,


screaming MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! >.<
see..adeline seah siya..well, the more normal names are
like maria or tiya. call her siya or something. But BEWARE.
despite the "innocent" looking typical maid like look, she
possesses the skills or the lethal african black mamba.
(refer to kill bill volumes 1&2)
which only a minority of maids in singapore possess,
mostly, ending up behind bars or sending back to their
homeland.
telling lies to her friends lynn and doreen about meeting her
parents. telling lies that she didnt call or contact my ex. my ex
told me but the way. Having to push the blame about the past

to my friend, doreen.

Having to pull me and my ex into her loserish breakup with her
bung. Not having trustable friends at her side. Name it darling,
your a LOSER for LIFE. You totally possess no lesbian material.
disgrace to the maid population. After she left, we were searching
high and low for her, looking at MAIDS! read it MAIDS! to see
if she blended in with them.

like OMFG! the "L" is for loser btw. like just look at it.


gross lahh, imagine walking down with her in orchard
on sundays. people will think that you're flirting with
your MARIA!
I didnt backstabb her and she had to do talk behind me.
when confronted, she denied. "no m'am, no 'am"
in a typical innocent maid accent. Calling my friends, lynn
and doreen everyday, giving them miss calls, causing them
to hate her so much. And she thinks that people wants to
talk to her? everytime there is something important,
and my friends fucking hate her.
eh, ask your mother come out settle also lahh.
i bet she doesnt know what you have been doing behind right.

i dare you, all of us to come out again.

enough of this maid. ranting on my blog. >.<
now, to MOS! omgomgomgomg OMFG rofl >.<
the wait for me is over! i'm definitely getting one of these!
for just $25, thanks to sista fel! >.<



msn me for quick details!
@----> maxatom@hotmail.com

pictures solely creations by Benji's the Blog Master
All Rights Reserved. Copyrighted.
©
Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:11 PM| |

__________

:Saturday, March 25, 2006:

i was glad that i actually worked today.
having to meet new people at work and all.
its a greeter's job well, yup at citibank.
work work work all caught up with myself,
don't i seem busy with nothing else except work.

AYE, singaporeans are really weird people.
We have the friendly, unfriendly, fussy, acceptable,
non-understanding people. But of course, we major
in the non-understanding and fussy, selfish thinking
people in the world. After working today at counter,
ha, losery singaporeans. shame on you, well,
definitely referring to those middle age
high-flyers, sometimes, also to the really poor ones.

mosiac festival fashion walk was superb.
was at counter handling the special invites for the
citibank paragon cardholders and peep at the show..
>.< awesome awesome awesome.
hot arses..haha..bleh, the miss sixty and the POA
ones were great. but the rest..-ponders-

i guess i need by clubbing days again.
my nights at whynot and taboo. grahh
i wanna go to madam wongs.. >.<
take me, take me, take me.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:32 PM| |

__________

:Thursday, March 23, 2006:

and finally, i broke down.
after putting up with so much all these while.
i finally had the courage to give in,
to break down, with nothing but the saddest
songs in my ipod playing as loud as
my ears can take.

and all i ate for dinner was instant noodles
and bread to drown my mood.
now, i want to hide under the blanket and wipe
my tears dry for this shows,
i have not gotten over you

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 9:59 PM| |

__________

:Wednesday, March 22, 2006:

wanted to blog just yesterday but when i got
into blogger, the damn shit was done and
i didnt have much of a mood already..>.<
As most peeps that are regulars at my blog
know how much i'm selling myself to citibank
already. I just got back btw...like 10.45pm.
shit. -swears-

i'm working like 9 to 9.45...grahhh...some
sex slave like that. >.< and now, saturdays
and sundays are spent working at paragon
branch and mondays till fridays are spent
working at esp branch. like god help me now.
and therefore, the boy's tired. totally shit-ly
drained.

nothing can be more important in his mind
then the person that he thinks of the most.
everyday at work, expecting to be asked hows
his day and stuffs. I have recevied feedback on
blogging..sorries..=)
jayden i'll try not to make my blog sound so
wordy. aye, but for now, bear with me. >.<

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:19 PM| |

__________

:Monday, March 20, 2006:

As I make my lonely and quiet way home after
a tiring day or work, I look back on the things that
happened today and asked myself, Is it worth me?
As I sit at the back of the bus with the song hands
down by DC and ugly by sugababes playing on my
ipod, I look to the sit next to me and sigh.

Wondering when will be the next time you will
accompany me back home from work after a bad day
like today. Holding my hand, constantly telling me
that everything will be better then next day. But
as I turned to look out of the window, all i saw was
the cars passing me by and the people walking along
the streets.

As the lyrics of DC hits my mind harder, all I want will
be my bed where I can hide away and not allowing
anyone into myself anymore. What makes things worst
is the appearances in dreams that are so unexpected,
causing lousy mornings with a sunken heart. I guess as
a friend once said. The gaps still remain. And it doesn't
heal that easily.

I'm not ready to accept someone back in me. Cause in
my mind, i guess i'm still waiting for a time where the
past will be the present and last that way forever. But
until i can get over you, I guess it's not time. The places
that we used to hangout. The cinemas where we used to
cuddle together and the long strolls walking me home.
I guess this phrase will be for me and my kind,
because life isn't a straight line. Therefore, we are being
played.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 9:18 PM| |

__________

:Sunday, March 19, 2006:

So there I am, waving goodbye to all of you.
Having to force the words out from my mouth.
"Enjoy yourself and have a good holiday"
When inside me its hurting so much for the things
family could have caused. AYE.
Till the time that I could take no more,
i'll brust everything and therefore, things
won't be the same anymore.

There you are, leaving on a jetplane. listening
to the songs repeating on the mp3 till
reaching vennia 13 hours later. Enjoy then.
Thats all I can say right. As a waved good by
to my grandmother, she constantly kept reminding
me not go home late and becareful. And all i did
was to brush her off. AYE, i regretted.
Its a sunday now and I can't look forward to going
to my grams. So here i am, sitting in my room,
bloggin my feelings and thoughts on what they
have done.

They expect us to understand how they feel
when they do things but never understanding how
we feel when we do things. My peeps questioned
me on why I had to go to the airport to send them off
after all the things that they did. I had no choice.
Spite me more then. Its similar to the mindset of
beggars cant be choosers kinda thing.
So now, its a constant 9-7 job slogging it away.

But, a little update on me now. I've gotten sexy paris
(my laptop) a new friend! and i'm naming it slut.
slut is officially benji's ivideo. yup, mr genie decided
to grant this boy his ivideo the next day with quite a
good deal. now, everything that i want to do is to
wait here patiently for more gifts to fall from
the sky and clubbing!

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 8:53 AM| |

__________

:Saturday, March 18, 2006:

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair werent the same
I asked my parents if i was Ok
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show that they wish
They they had your smile
So my confidence with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if i'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel lke life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if i'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh,oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 9:51 AM| |

__________

:Friday, March 17, 2006:

now,tell me which one is better. A 30GB ivideo or a 2GB nano ipod.
pleauuusee tag my blog with the answer..thanks. >.<


| Stripped and Lusted 11:20 PM| |

__________

:Thursday, March 16, 2006:

The typical weakness of people, getting played around
relationships and having feelings come and remain .
It remains for the people that I once loved and cherished.
But knowing that things will get out of hand, we still
fall for that trap that has been laid for us. so what do we
actually do when things get out of hand?

We learn to accept the fact or go against whats not
meant for us. People say that i dont know how to accept
the love that people have for me. Is that it? or that there
are just 2 sides to a coin. And then again, Having to put
a front in the pressence of others. How ironic is that when
there's a past between us. Ignoring the feeling deep down
inside that caused the love and hurt in both of us.
Yet the selfish thing that i could say is,
you mended my heart just to break it when you left.

Yet, not a tear did i shed for us. Blame myself? i have been
blaming myself for far too long, against far too many things.
Whats wrong with falling for someone yet knowing it will
come to no end and just be a waste of time cause there's
no possibility for ever working out. Therefore, for this I have
to say, Babe, give up on me. I ain't worth it. Its not me that
you want in your life. There are better people out there
for you. I'm just not the one.
You see, the gaps still remain in the heart. It never really
heals. Who will be the one that heals it, will be my one
and only.

To that person, i give my world and my everything.
I ain't sitting here waiting for just that. But when it
comes, it just comes. we fall in love for the wildest ideas.
I have made many wrongs in my life and i guess,
this time its to make a right.
If i dont get to see the morning sun tomorrow, please
tell mummy I love her.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:18 PM| |

__________

:Wednesday, March 15, 2006:

the mistakes that we all made, be it
forgiven or not. the matter still remains.
the love that we all have,yes, me included,
no doubt. having to know that there's always
a someone in our heart that we want to have
and to cherish. But not knowing whether
it'll come true or not, or having to wait for
a life time knowing that you will get nothing.
Leave that in out fantasy whole when we dream.

But it so happenes that the love that we have
so much for a person happens to hurt us back the most.
sounds contradicting? we know that we'll get hurt
sooner or later. so why love? take the risk to be happy?
sounds oxymoron. but we're all human after all.
so here i am, sitting in this cold, thinking of when we'll
actually talk. when will things become the way we
wished it would be. Waiting by my cell, just waiting for
that message to come like before. but deep down,
knowing that it will not be the same old us anymore.

For all the thigns that i have done wrong, forgive me.
for everything that was expected that i didnt do, forgive me.
but then again, this isnt a story which ends with a happy ending.
we expect too much in the things that we want or hope
the most. relationships. crushes. are the wants or desires?
so here i am, not accepting people's love? i dont know.
i'm confused. whats accepting love to you.
i have seen and heard too many lies of decite to carry on.
being played or to play?
baby, i'm still here, waiting for you to take me home.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:22 PM| |

__________

:Monday, March 13, 2006:

I was having a conve with a friend during work
just now and i realized that my life hasn't been
that of what i expected it to be.
Having touced on the topic about relationships
and love. Is it just best not to get into one, or get
into one but not get too deep.

Having looking back at my relationships.
the people that I loved the most happen to
hurt me the most and the people who loved me
the most got hurt too. AYE. call me jinx from now
on. I just realized what an ass and a fool i have been.
Having to know that there's no possibility in
anything that concerns 'hope'.

the boy's tired and disillusional. don't talk about
mindsets anymore. nothing seems right. nothing
but the music that's playing in my mp3.
Be it emo, MOS dance, love. Does it all matter anymore?
or is the routine coming everyday. repeating itself.
look at the time and i ponder, as i pen down my
thoughts.

i reach home late after work. and i realized
that i ain't that strong as i used to be. The people
around me arn't the same anymore. The close-ness
of my dearest happened to be fading further away.
I guess its time that I admit of living a life less ordinary.
excuses are just lies put in good words. nothing more,
nothing less. I'm just starting to believe in
my fate and starting to doubt my faith.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:17 PM| |

__________

:Sunday, March 12, 2006:

never did I say that the world revolves around me.
but I still don't like my family that much.
It depends on the people in the family. Not the whole
family, but some in it. Getting a shitty at me for no
reason. finding faults here and there. Some may
say that they're family after all. But. BUT. aye,

but so what? they know what they have done.
some people just cannot keep their mouths shut.
the things that people can say and do behind one's
back. i'm not talking about friends or peeps. i'm
referring to family. The secrets that they hide.
is this called family after all?

I have lost my respect for family a long time ago.
say that i'm rude. say that i'm -whatever-.
i can't give a shit to nuts about it. I live my life.
my rules. my lines. my call.
I only give respect to those who deserves them.
feeling hurt and betrayed in a family.
Thats nothing to me. Tell me something new.

I know where I stand now. I know who i am now.
Infront of other, parents act so kind and they
seem to forget the faud that you had with them.
I don't hide my feelings. I dont wear a fake smile.
I have removed my mask to my family and they know
who I am and what I can say or do. I don't give a shit
to status in family history. which ever came first doesn't
matter to me. everyone's equal now, except my grams.

I'm hot-tempered and get real irritated easily these
days. aye. >.< someone help me out.
before i lay here in this darken room, screaming
at the top of my voice with emo music blasting in my
room. yes, to be honest, my day sucked.
and with work and stuffs, i wanna run.
run away from everything that is happening.
having to drop everything, just to have the feel of
falling off a building with nothing but how bad
life has been all these while knowing that it will end
in an instance. Feel it.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 12:11 AM| |

__________

:Friday, March 10, 2006:

how tired can the human mind be,
with loads of problems coming in and out.
problems comes with solutions.
But the solutions may not be the best fit ones.
having to deal with the not-so-nice solutions,
is something that i hold with most regret.

the human mind is not like the matrix of a system.
it becomes weak and slow after stress.
which in turns, takes a toll on the human body.
aye, we arnt machines. we arnt computers.
no one can expect us to work like that.
dont be out of ya mind to be able to think that way.
people make mistakes. some mistakes are for life.
live it. believe it or not, yes, i have my mistakes
that i made which i regretted.

Its all life that we have to blame then.
the path that we choose. the things that we do.
for a purpose or a reason. its just based on this :
nature or nuture?
work has taken its toll on me and having to
realize that it isnt actually that 'nice'.
having to get exposed to the working world.
its a rush for everything. which trains us to be
tough and knowing what we want in life.

it makes us choose to make the right or wrong
decisions in life. it pushes us to our limits.
no more school baby talk shits.
its business thats important. not the ticks or
crosses on test papers.
we become part of the system that treats everyone
the same. the system that starts at 9 in the morning
and ends late into the night.

the system that repeats itself everyday except
on sundays. its not what we want.
but then again, think about it.
is it really what we want?
for this, i ponder and fall asleep

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:22 PM| |

__________

:Thursday, March 09, 2006:

AYE! sorries for not blogging lately.
work has been shit. loads of shit. grahhh..
i'm typing not even looking at the comp now.
-yawns- >.< OT sucks..may have to cover OT tmr.
i guess its the life of a staff of citibank. aye,
the bank that never sleeps..wahaha..

its really no joke working in citibank.
for the pay of 7/hr, they expect you to work
for the value of 8/hr. its that competitive in the bank.
even between departments..aye..
accounts to be rushed..ugh!

enough of that..-yawns- can't wait for my family
to travel overseas. dont have to rush me bother me and
stuffs..>.< all i need is ..erm..
sleep. Let me sleep sleep..

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 12:10 AM| |

__________

:Monday, March 06, 2006:

between marcus' or victor's rule, i chose victor.
i'm sitting here, waiting for victor's rule to rise once again.
aye. >.< vampy world! urgh! living in a world of my own.
read a couple of emails and decided to delete off the rest.
rofl, -bows- i have no mood to read mails now, unless
the mail interest me or the person i know.

i guess my plans are made for me already.
work, save, and spend? rofl! >.<
i dont think that i'll ever get rich. thats if i have
someone to spend money on with me . -.-
RIGHT.
my phone's screwed. i swear its possessed or something.
when i'm working, its screws up but when i get home,
its perfectly fine. its a sign i tell you.
a sign to say that there are 'things' around or. yes OR
a sign to change my phone! >.< -jumps around-

money money! i want a iphoto or ivideo and a new phone!
or maybe 2 new phones! citibank's erm..nevermind.
drop the whole citibank work thing. didnt have the time
to reply smses. aye, i'm dreaming of my future already.
slogging in a clubical. grahh! my future isn't shiny. haha..
i'm contented with who i am and the people that i am with.
yes, i get jealous and i'm possive. but wtf, i dont care.
bite me victor

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 8:20 PM| |

__________

:Saturday, March 04, 2006:

waking up that early in the morning,
checking my cell for messages from the one
person that i wish to hear from the most.
aye, i guess i'm living a life of a fool.
someone slap me awake from the dream that i have
been having for the past 2 weeks.

everything's enough. I aint taking this anymore.
i'm sitting here listening to the saddess song ever.
So whats with being a DC fan. music changes
with my mood, and it very much affects more.
i guess i'm just living a life less ordinary.
being who i am and removing that mask.

blogs are nothing and most blog's are literal
oxymoron. everything's plastic and fake.
the mask that we all wear changes. the colors
are showing. I'm going to stand up. I dont want to
feel the way i did waiting. I'm not waiting.
time is something that i dont have much on my
hands. This is the best thing that i can ever
remember. But, you took it all away.

I guess i'll return to my spot on that chair in the
same dark room. Staring aimlessly into the starless
night with rain falling, not knowing when it will stop.
Removing my mask to reveal a self to hard to believe
that everyone realizez, you're nothing more then
just a boy. a boy that the world could ask no more of.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 4:02 PM| |

__________

:Friday, March 03, 2006:

School's out and the holidays roll in.
Some of us welcoming it with open arms,
but yet, there are some that dread it.
which explain that curses and swears that
are being thrown out of the civilised mouth.

The routine's the same everyday now.
life's getting more interesting everyday.
depends if one can see the details and read
between the lines instead of thinking its
all about going out and viewing it from a totally
different angle.

yes. I want a lion or a tiger as a pet.
i dont mind having a killer whale too.
its not like having meercats or something.
I wanna build a whole city out of lego in my
backyard. Not to mention the mountains
and hills. >.<
now that would cost me alot of lego pieces.

been sleeping alot lately,
school + home = sleep.
yep, very much make up the cycle.
now, whats with the taggers at my blog.
hmm, i guess that if i start talking about them,
it will never end. aye, >.<
well, i have my fair share of people who
like me and people who hates me.
but why hate when the world's so small.
i ponder.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:45 PM| |

__________

:Thursday, March 02, 2006:

Getting back to recent events and happenings here,
after the whole butch incident got off my mind,
i came to realize that Singaporeans are getting influenced
by Jack Neo and his mindset on making movies.
Singaporeans just love Jack Neo.
first it was the RjC video -remember?-
and now its tammy.

Give her a break already. Imgaine if it were you.
how would you feel. She has her rights too.
Don't tell me that you don't do stuffs like that
with your love ones not forgetting being
straight or crook. I'm sure 'stuffs' like this do happen.
Everyone's happy seeing a striaght couple together.
Having Guy + Girl = typical Titanic scene.
Girl + Girl = L Word (season 1-3)
Guy + Guy = BrokeBack Mountain.
Everything's getting more and more open
be it whether you like it or not.

Getting back to me. >.<
Woke up today to read beastboy's sms and
decided to get online to see who was in school.
-yes, i pon again- Ponster -.-
and guess what. class united we stand. rofl
no one was in class. the dumb lecturer
came to an empty class. gawk everyone's hating
Rpee now. haha..

My friend just got fined $100 for saying fuck.
like wtf, 1 letter cost her $25.
imagine saying:
kanna sai
kanni-nabu-chao-cheebye.
-counts counts counts-
that would cost her $500!
like wtf!
Rpee's dicipline committee is corrupted anyways.
we can't wear slippers to school and there
the DM goes around catching students wearing
slippers when he himself.

Another example: He's a smoker and he's catching
students smoking outside campus and best of all,
giving a smoking talk to students. wtf!
no one respects him already. rofl.
he fine's us students for doing all these
but we think that he keeps the money for himself.
here goes another -wtf!

i rebel against rules. Try stopping me.
rofl, rules were meant to be broken in the
first place..i wear slippers to school.
big deal. its just an insititution to get my diploma.
i go to school, get my grades and graduate.
i dont give a crap about discipline in school.
-smiles-

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 1:32 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.