:Thursday, May 31, 2007:
This is for everyone that were with me in my worsttimes. I live today because of you all and this.
"Since you been gone, I can breathe for the first time.
I'm so moving on yea yea, thanks to you, now I get,
I get what I want. You had your chance you blew it.
Out of sight, out of mind."
I missed BFF badly.
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 11:43 AM| |
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:Friday, May 25, 2007:
Aye the week has almost come to and end again. I promisedGary that I'll try to be at Taboo's Beach Party tomorrow.
Things has been happening lately but it's non of my concerns.
People, you better know where you stand cause I ain't helping
much.
I was browsing Trevvy and FUCK I SAW THIS.
Anyone wanna go with meeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Please.
Its on the 9 of June at PLAY. Ever heard all your madonna,
J Lo, Deborah Cox's, Kelly Clarkson's remix? He's coming to
PLAY and spin them. pleaseeeee.
The other one that caught my eye was *drum ROLLS*
Singapore's next TOP AH QUA! Thank god it's at PLAY
instead of some lousy rundown club trying so hard to survive
in that pathetic small location along Tras Street.
Dinner tonight at Marriots, start bring in my high life again.
=)
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 11:55 AM| |
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:Thursday, May 24, 2007:
Shopping Spree for me. Bought my white and gold jacketwith a matching black and gold tot bag. o0o0o
HAHA,
next are shoes, clothes and more bags.
I never get enough clothes, bags and shoes. I need more
shopping outings.
Therefore, I pon school with BFF to go shopping =)
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 11:33 AM| |
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:Tuesday, May 22, 2007:
I'm in desperate need of my secondary schoolPrinciples of Accounts Textbook. FUCK.
Can someone lend me or help me.
aye,
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 11:46 PM| |
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:Monday, May 21, 2007:
After all the fast moving paces in life, I finally managed tosettle down at a place where I could have a piece of mind.
A place where I could just have a drink and rot myself
away. It was nice, just having a friend, having casual random
talks. After being a victim of social pushes, I managed to
get a grip on to myself. People shouldn't be so full of themselves.
It was nice just observing people shopping and all, the different
ways of life. There's always this hidden meaning or reason
that I want to find out about people, yet difficult. Having
to be in town 7 days a week isn't going to help me. But then,
it can be fun at times.
I've changed my hangouts. I can't be there all the time. I'll
just die. Coming back to the point on getting ego up.
People shouldn't be so full of themselves. Cause actually,
they will realize that they're nothing if friends just ditch them.
Get the hint early and not wait till it's too late.
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 3:06 PM| |
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:Sunday, May 20, 2007:
Worked till 4ish yesterday at Ang Mo Kio whichwas pretty much okays except that I was dealing
with CitiGold customers most of the time.
Got myself back home and slept till 7ish.
(stupid people kept calling my phone causing me
not to get my nice sleep)
Woke up, bathe and rushed to town. Then to PLAY.
PLAY RAWKS. Went over to the bar, then back
to PLAY.
FUCK FULL HOUSE.
Squeezed my way back in. Clubbed like siow.
But PLAY still rawks big time =)
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 1:55 PM| |
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:Wednesday, May 16, 2007:
I bumped into Grace outside Cineleisureand she screamed,
"OMFG BENJI you're wearing French Connection.
Thats so gay!"
I looked at her top and replied,
"You're wearing French Connection too."
Besides talking about contradictions,
People don't even know what they put on
themselves when they walk out of the house
these days.
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 11:21 PM| |
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:Tuesday, May 15, 2007:
I was sitting all alone in the bus today on the way toschool. It was a rough 45 minutes bus ride and I stared
into the open, watching cars drive pass. The sudden
thought just came to me.
After all these things that has come and gone in my
life, I realized that I've came to an understanding in
myself. No, I shan't say what. Having shed tears and
getting my feelings all mixed up till I'm not even
myself, I have no regrets. It's no ones fault.
Its everything that happens in a relationship that
doesn't have substance. And I think I am changing.
shit.
OMG I'M BECOMING MORE TUPPERWARE!
right, I just had to burst that out. School's been a
bore lately but covered with the mahjong and dota
sessions I've been having. I missed people.
Maybe I should start meeting up with them again.
Oh, and I missed the times I had with BFF in Brisbane,
GoldCoast. Next stop. Europe?
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 11:36 AM| |
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:Monday, May 14, 2007:
With the long awaited post coming on blogger, there's alwaysthis burning question on why the Newpaper wanted to write
a 5 page article on GayOkay. Is being gay in Singapore really
that big a deal? With Tantric Bar's photoshot on one of its pages.
Of Cows and Pigs. Mentioned as the title of one of it's pages.
It doesn't mean that when a cow hangs around a pig so much,
it will start to eat like a pig. It's as simple as that. If a guy were
to be straight, no matter how much he hangs around with gay
people, he will still be straight cause thats his inclination.
Which is, he still looks at girl.
With the upcoming star of Tanjong Pagar, PLAY sits comfortably
on the old location of Happy and is attracting the crowds from
Taboo and Whynot. Having declaring Saturday nights PLAY nights,
other clubs like Whynot will have to stand aside. The emptiness of
Whynot is so drastic that I've decided to change my location.
The straights don't get the idea of us. They don't have the right to
write such articles not knowing our point of view. We are who
we are. We don't condemn the straights, and until they can have
a piece of mind and be matured, there's many much more for them
to learn. They can't live a life trying to act as though we don't
exist. Cause, we're here to stay.
Tanjong Pagar on Friday and Saturday nights will be the same.
If they've got anything else to write, how about Friday nights and
Saturday nights at Cineleisure the gay canteen? or Fabulous Sundays
at St James PowerStation?
We have a life to live. And I will not be bothered or put down by
nimrotic comments made.
(Click here for Newpaper article.)
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 2:26 PM| |
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:Thursday, May 03, 2007:
I'm missing youGirl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear
But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do
,to stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
| Stripped and Lusted 9:23 AM| |
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