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:Thursday, June 30, 2005:

money...

went town to meet sista fel again..
this time i wasnt sick..haha..
not like the last..where i was pale green..
we went shopping..
and i think i spent more then her,
while i only bought 1 item..
haha...
i bought this pair of slippers from flash n splash
for $49..
kinda X,
but i like it..
then we went to cartel to eat..
...again...
it was damn hot,
and the food is really gng to sUx!
and i still owe sista fel 3 bucks!

| Stripped and Lusted 10:35 PM| |

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boring...

today is boring yet stressing...
6P is damn long..
and he tok to much..
i wanna noe something frm all my readers..
*plz tag me*
i wanna noe..
I wAnnA farking noE..
am i EmO?!
am i..
emo!!
blardy fark eMo!~

am I!
u said that i'm emo..
emo..emo...
blardy emo..

| Stripped and Lusted 4:06 PM| |

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Enter? Prise?

mornings..kinda farked up today..
there is a new fac in town..
taken over sim.
kinda weird..
not used to yet mayb..
saw my X on the train while coming to sch today...
still looking good huh..
seems happy...

will be gng to town to chill later
and meet sista fel..
gng show her the pics of korea..
i need to shop to..
haha..
yea, shop glore!

| Stripped and Lusted 10:07 AM| |

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:Wednesday, June 29, 2005:

purpose??

wat is the purpose of saying something
that u know will hurt so bad
and then saying sorries?
wat is the purpose that i dunn get?
i wonder whether its me..
we have come so far..
dunn do this..
i will break..
i really will..

| Stripped and Lusted 10:12 PM| |

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Initial D

juz watched Initial D,
Will be watching Mr & Mrs Smith later..
toking abt saving money...
yr words killed me..
kenn, of all people,
i didnt expect those words to come frm you..

we dunn need to save money already then..
forget abt the chills..
so u reali proved me right,
by saying that people change..
but i didnt expect it to be u..

soon, i will take no more.

| Stripped and Lusted 3:42 PM| |

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people..

i juz realized how weak i am..
and i really admire some other people..
some of these people are like sean and zach..
i dare not confess yet,
but i did tell some of my frenz..
the ones that i trust most..
but not all..
i'm not sure when they will come back to bite me..
i'm afraid..

somehow or rather, i feel so happy yet sorry for zach
and
angry yet understanding for sean..
i'm breaking...
more by each day..
till the day i will take no more...

benji

| Stripped and Lusted 9:53 AM| |

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:Tuesday, June 28, 2005:

Alot Like L0Ve..

watched the show alot like love juz now with
dean
serene
and
farhana..
sort of a crappy show lahz...
but kenn wanna watch on sunday...
boi, sunday X lahz..
we are trying to save money u noe..
that show not very fanastic...
sorry i go watch with them laHz..
tic buy already loRz..
i watch another show with u BaHz...
sorriess..k..-.-

the surprising thing was that rach was there too!..

doo doo head...

we left at different times..

but still got on the same bus..

and she didnt noe..

and bought the same tics for the same time to the same show...

wat the shit!..

Now its time for me to call kenn

and say a mil sorries**..

benji

| Stripped and Lusted 9:09 PM| |

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rawks..

have to go for presentation soon..
cant reli concentrate now haha..
was sort of slackin the whole day today...
dean passed me the russell peters video...
rach and i were watching it..haha
she was like laughing damn loudly lahz..

sean is very emotional on his previous entry..

haha..abt some fren tat i noe too..

apparently some backstabbing thing happ...

hope to be able to meet kenn later..

he called me juz now..

but i end late today..

wat the shit..

| Stripped and Lusted 2:16 PM| |

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this afternoon...

juz visited zach's blog...
it seems that there is still something gng on...
sighs~..

anyways...
got my new blog skin again!!
haha...
i think that this one is nicer then the previous one...
After all, its still
A story of a boy's life..

Wokes late this morning..
had to rush to sch this morning..
dad didnt wanna fetch...
its seems that the world is not wat it use to be anymore..
esp the ppl around me..

| Stripped and Lusted 11:43 AM| |

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:Monday, June 27, 2005:

its night..

kk, have got to go watch Desperate HSW soon...
1/2 ways already...
haha...

roy has his blog done already..rather plain at 1st but
still can be done up yea!

happy for zach that he has moved on...
he has indeed done his part as a bf..
to lost someone so precious as a fren is killing!
bitch!

haha...dd, u noe what to do hoRz..haha
emma has also some probs with his blog...
all the chocos have disappear!!
arg!!
no more paris hilton for u then..
haha...

k, gotta dash...

bb!

benji

| Stripped and Lusted 10:09 PM| |

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buAi.

this is me...
ta DA!
some crap horse riding...
hate doing RJ...

crap...
----->
---->
--->
-->
->
-->
--->
---->
----->

| Stripped and Lusted 3:36 PM| |

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class is almost ended

class has almost ended...thks god... plz.. help me...

save me..

haha...

there is something wrong with sista felicia's comp...

haha...

she cant get the tagboard..

btw..zizi...dunn tok abt them here in my blog lahz...

its very irritating to see the names appear in my blog sia...

was msging kenn juz now...

sighs..

y does NYP end so damn farking late...

and RP ends like earlier now...

yey!

ha!...

| Stripped and Lusted 3:11 PM| |

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have not done anything..

its been almost a day and i have not done anything in class...
haiz~...
daryl was asking me whether wanna meet for breakfast on thursday...
he can come to RP and eat mahz..
after all his sister in also in RP...
haha...

haha..now that i have changed my skin in my blog...
i'm so refreshed..thk god...
sean, go change yrs now...haha

*young benji didi* AhemM!
haha...

| Stripped and Lusted 12:43 PM| |

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Thks to sushi and farhana

heyy...

yey...

finally got a new skin...

alot of shit ok..to get this skin...

thks to them both...

kam sa harp me ta!!

kenn...see!!

i got a new skin..

hahaa

| Stripped and Lusted 12:03 PM| |

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sch has started.

back in sch...

sort of regretted...

i wanna go back to korea...

i have to!!

today is VB...

it has gotta sux so much...

zach called me MR...

zach!

i aint that old!!

arggg!!!

haha...-.-

| Stripped and Lusted 8:44 AM| |

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:Sunday, June 26, 2005:

sch is tml..

sch will start tml already...sighs...
juz got back not too long ago frm garden cartel,
was with kenn and some frenz...
went there to chill..
sch is starting..
have have to see the usually faces...

i'm gng to agree with sista felicia that

my blog is too wordy..

thats y i'm trying to make it not so wordy..

not very excited to go back to sch..

miss the last few days in korea.

yea..

O ya..sorries zach...

haha...spelt yr name wrongly...

bleah...

stay happy k,

i read yr tagboard..

fark care those people...

yea..

benji

| Stripped and Lusted 10:38 PM| |

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after a glorious victory

juz had a fight with some brat named gabriel soh..

he is seriously a brat...

he fell...finally...

ball-less asshole!

| Stripped and Lusted 6:56 PM| |

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back frm town

juz came back frm town..

was with kenn...

he went to meet his frienz

and left me alone..

then he came back...

somehow i dunn blame him..

after all i heard what they said to kenn b4...

and i'm over it..

so..yea..i'mhappy...

i feel like making some changes to my blog but..

i'm too lazy to do it...

dominic asked me yesterday night y doesnt kenn blog...

well, i think i got my traits frm him..

haha..L-A-Z-Y!!

o..btw, sushi girl, i'm damn guai one ok...

| Stripped and Lusted 4:19 PM| |

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town town

shiyun jie actually ask me go town today so she can intro me to roy...

but then i was thinking...

dunn wan bahz...wait later they wanna do some stuffs...

then i there...

like shit like that...

haha...

now at my grams...gng town later too!!

with kenn...

doms having a fever...

y is everyone sick these days...

mayb becoz schs opening already...

and i think that i have to agree with ian that i'm missing linda already...'

she is such a good tour guide...

haha...

damn funny...

okok,

will have to leave soon...

will be back later then...byebye...

benji

| Stripped and Lusted 1:21 PM| |

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sunday...the worst ending of the week

woke up late today...
will be gng to grams later...
was toking to nelli online juz now..haha...
abt the korea things...

kenn is not up yet...
wats new??

mornings been boring...

| Stripped and Lusted 11:31 AM| |

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winter sonata!!

| Stripped and Lusted 12:05 AM| |

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family at the mitrol hotel..the summerscent place...

| Stripped and Lusted 12:05 AM| |

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tats the 6 star hotel in jeju...haha...

| Stripped and Lusted 12:01 AM| |

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its mating season...

| Stripped and Lusted 12:01 AM| |

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thats our tour guide...

| Stripped and Lusted 12:00 AM| |

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:Saturday, June 25, 2005:

up the mountain

| Stripped and Lusted 11:59 PM| |

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orange is me...

| Stripped and Lusted 11:58 PM| |

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me horse riding..

| Stripped and Lusted 11:58 PM| |

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yupp, i'm the tallest...

| Stripped and Lusted 10:57 PM| |

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some candid shot by my dad...look at my sista!!

| Stripped and Lusted 10:57 PM| |

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Well, it was a night flight...juz b4 take off..

| Stripped and Lusted 10:56 PM| |

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after the wakiki wave ride!!

| Stripped and Lusted 10:55 PM| |

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thats the coaster budds!!

| Stripped and Lusted 10:54 PM| |

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the outside of lotte world!! called magic land...it was GREAT!!

| Stripped and Lusted 10:53 PM| |

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yup...thats my sista in some korean outfit...nice ya meee!!

| Stripped and Lusted 10:52 PM| |

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sandra and I making Kimchi...

| Stripped and Lusted 10:52 PM| |

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sandra, dad and i outside the suspended roller coaster at Everland!!

| Stripped and Lusted 10:51 PM| |

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Its all abt me...sorries kenn...haha

| Stripped and Lusted 10:49 PM| |

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Me blocking some ass!

| Stripped and Lusted 10:48 PM| |

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Sandra and I at the Winter Sonata place..

| Stripped and Lusted 10:48 PM| |

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out spoken

juz finish talkin to kenn..

realized how much i have negelected him.

pushing everything to him.

well, i can be very painful...

he has his probs

and i have mine.

nv consider his probs

but always consider mine.

He nv fails to listen (unlike dominic haha!*)

where all my probs pours.

y do u always have to take it all in?

benji

| Stripped and Lusted 10:40 PM| |

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boring day

now that my com is screwed...

i'm always on and off frm my msn...

sorry boi...

my life is so different after i noe you..

u changed me and i'm happy noeing u...

yr god's gift to me...

and leandro.., plz...

fark off...

stop being a busybody...

damn it...

| Stripped and Lusted 7:12 PM| |

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my com

dearest com...

plz dun hang anymore...

u r reli giving me a hard time u noe...

haiz...

yr giving more hard times then my baby...

!!!

...

plz dunn hang anymore...

benji

| Stripped and Lusted 3:11 PM| |

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back..

i'm back...its late in the morning and i miss my boi already...wat the shit...
zack has his blog up already..
haha...
finally...
i'm starting to think that my blog suxs...
looking at the rest of my peeps one...

well, at yongpyong resort, the winter sonata place,
in the toilet, they give u chanel products!! haha...
like the skin lotion etc...
my god...

its gng to be a boring day now that i'm back frm a wonderful place called korea.

| Stripped and Lusted 11:34 AM| |

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:Saturday, June 18, 2005:

Off to korea

Finally! back at the hotel! god...its so tiring after a 6 hr flight.. i'm sure you want to know what happened frm spore all the way to ICN..

and dominic...its not Gimpo...its Icheon..u blur cock!!!...haha...I'm finally faster then u...

noting much happened on the flight...it was rather boring...thinking of my boi..it took us like 40 mins juz to clear customs here in spore and also to check in...
it was a full flight...

after we pass customs and check-ins, sandra and i wanted to get some coffee ...to we went to the mc cafe in changi and sat there...my god...the ambience is damn nice...
its like dim lights and cold air and the airport!!

then we had to rush to the damn gate D44...it was damn far...its like frm one end of the terminal to the other end...on the way, i made some last min calls...apparantly, shiyun jie nv ans her phone!!

the plane was a boeing 777-300 and the sitting arrangement was like 2 - 5 - 2..
sandra and i sat on the side of the 2s. but the thing is that our sit was right behind...bardly hell..it was 64 A and B...

there was a lot of turbulance in the sky, esp over the south china seas area...i tired to slp but all failure...then there was a inflight movie...the pacifier...a show that i watch with my peeps...haha...

well, i have to say this but i think that the korean air pilots can do better take offs and landings then the SQ ones...

after arriving in korea, our breakfast was.....MACS!! haha...at icheon airport...its like 7000 won for a EVM....

we had city tour and a tour of some olden palace before transfering to Gimpo airport which is now the domestic airport..i had my flight frm Gimpo to Jeju there...its a 1 hour flight...

my god..the hotel that we stayed in that night was a 6 star hotel...it was damn grand la...thats all i can say..haha
at Gimpo airport..i manged to get online and spoke to farhana, kelvin and roy for awhile b4 catching my flight out...

well, korea is more for jamie and farhana...there is a whole lot of ear rings...big huge ones..haha...

| Stripped and Lusted 11:06 PM| |

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:Thursday, June 16, 2005:

My last entry before i make my reluctant flight there.

Was tokin to ruishan juz now..
she wanted me to send her all the maksim songs...
siaoz!~ i send until tml morning also haven finish sia...haha
i also got the video...u want?
i sell u...US$1.99 a piece...haha

i think that this will be my last entry b4 i depart for korea tml night.
will be meeting shiyun jie tml morning..
she seems kinda depressed and angry..
wat has happen to all the people in the world today.
y are all their msn nicks so depressing and full of hatred..
i have to confess that abt myself too..
i mean, after all, rachy rach is a doo doo head...
haha

will not be able to speak to brian kor for a very long time..haha..
but managed to speak to veron mei juz now...
didnt tok much too...
everyone is unhappy ard me...
sighs~..

as i was saying..
i feel so reluctant to go overseas.
i wanna spend more time with my frenz back here in spore,
be it frenz that i know already,
be it frenz that i met online,
be it frenz that i met anyway...
they are still frenz after all..
and my greatest weakness in life is my frenz...
i fucking care too much abt them...
nahz..only sometimes...
haha...
i mean, no one can live on this earth without them..
oh, and brian kor's fren, zach
added me on friendsters..
there is so much to tok i feel..
after i read his blog.
i went through something like it before...
and i really hated myself..
are there beta pplz out there?
ppl that can say theses things abt me
when they dunn even know who i am...

well, i have tried so hard to get over that
and finally, i managed too...
hhaha...yeyyy~~..
was toking to my junior juz now...
fuckin is he gay too??
haha...
damn funny sia toking to him...
daryl...u noe yrself baHz...
haha...
plz add him on msn sia...
his email is
daryl2cute@hotmail.com
haha...

my flight details are below:
KE0642
SIN-ICN
have to be at airport by 8.00pm
Check in row 6
Terminal 1.
Departure time is 10.50pm.

KE0641
ICN-SIN
ETA is 6.30 pm on the 24th june.
dunno wat belt...

will be missing all my peeps here..
and the worst ting is that i cant use my cellphone...
wat the shit...
2pid cdma...
haha
they shd use GSM or something...
hai~
hope that u peeps enjoy yrself and
do remember to check out
liquid rm's webbie...
there are upcoming parties..

have a safe flight benji...

| Stripped and Lusted 9:23 PM| |

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FenJi~ farhana...

| Stripped and Lusted 3:55 PM| |

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The long talks - i take my leave

Now that all the long talks are over.

We are finally free.

Those late night talks.

And quarrels abt waking up.

Its all gone.

I'm happy and so are you.

And therefore, this wizard tale,

Has come to a happy ending.

*didnt know that to call a male fairy...?? gees* haha..

dumb me..bleah*

Its almost time for me to leave.

I will miss you dearly my dear.

Each time i open my phone,

i will see you there,

looking back at me.

watching over me.

the way u have always been doing.

yr god's given angel to me.

| Stripped and Lusted 3:48 PM| |

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I'm weak

Wakes late today...
abt 11+. dear was suppose to wake me up but once again,
my cellphone was off..
haha
my fault this time..
sorrIIIiiSSSSSSsssssssss
i find that this song on my blog has alot of meaning
and so decided to put it on my blog..

dad was asking me to send him my blog address juz now
but i didnt want to..
i dun want him to read it.
its private..
all the things that i write up here is between me, dear and my peeps...yup...
its my life and my blog..
if i wanna screw it up,
that's my prob too.

i'll be leaving tml already.
somehow i feel relcutant to leave singapore.
there are so much things that i wanna noe...
that i wanna do.
and people that i wanna meet.
there are juz so many things to be done.
i do not wanna miss my peeps here in spore but its so difficult.
coming to think of it as only 9 days..
but 9 days is a long time away.
thinking of the 6 hr night flight there...
and thinking of my peeps here in spore..
makes me wonder whether it is all worth it yupp..

will be back later then..

| Stripped and Lusted 12:30 PM| |

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:Wednesday, June 15, 2005:

Slpin somewhere cold.

i'll be slpin somewhere cold..all by myself
save me frm the nothing i've become
farhana, u are a great and close fren.
i really thk god for everything u have done
i can tell u things that i cant tell anyone else.
thks for being my listening ear...
haha...i owe u too much to name
sista sia this woman...
if u need anything in return,
juz ask me..i owe u too much
u felt me everytime something is wrong
u can see that something is wrong with me
u see through me when i'm down
its like i cant hide anyting frm u
haha...
u can see everything..
everything in me...
ahha...
i have nothing to hide frm u..
i have told me my last deepest secret already..
i have nothing to hide frm u...yup
yupp...
slp tight peeps..
love ya...
chaoz..

| Stripped and Lusted 11:26 PM| |

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Dear dear was so naughty.

Was slpin at my grams juz now when all of a sudden...
dear dear popped out and started taking photo of me slpin...
haha...
will post the pics soon after i get back frm korea ba..
i cant do it now...
have got to rush to pack my luggage...
some last min stuff..
i spoke to jun juz now,
abt my personal life..
it wasnt easy.
he is kinda slow.
ok.
he is slow.
i wanna noe more people on the net tat i can relate too...
sighs~...
will someone please help me??

| Stripped and Lusted 9:58 PM| |

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(o)posture(o)

i'm bored

really bored

well,

xuan xuan is in hospital...

couldnt go visit her yet

and i'll already b flying off on friday night.

i really pray tat she will be well.

after all the operation is for the better.

but seeing her in that state now is juz heart breaking.

she is still so small

coming back to myself,

i dunn wanna leave singapore now.

i wanna be able to see u everyday.

yr my strength and my light and my everything..

and i will not ask more.

| Stripped and Lusted 3:49 PM| |

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have i changed?

finally i;m at my grams...after so long...the bus journey was killing..my mp3 lost its battery half way throught the journey...tat leaves me thinking...if u were to be travelling with kenn...he will always have the batteries to spare me...haha...

but its over...yup..i do not know when we can actually travel together again...

the countless nights of clubbing

drinking...chilling...

sobs*..all the things i have to go through...

all the things that ur frenz said

that i heard

and u didnt say a thing...

u juz kept quiet...

i'm hurt.

really am.

i juz need to tok to people.

not u.

| Stripped and Lusted 1:55 PM| |

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yeyeyyy!!

posted some pics below...haha...

my email add is up on profile already peeps...

now can add me to friendster already..

love ya peeps...

chills....

Have to go to the piano now..

brb...

| Stripped and Lusted 10:46 AM| |

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some candid shot taken by hanisha...the slow person..*gees*

| Stripped and Lusted 10:45 AM| |

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me!! me!!...er..after bath...yuppy..

| Stripped and Lusted 10:38 AM| |

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bEnji

My aircon is fixed...

yey...

was toking to iggy online juz now...

didnt know that he has so much control over his comp now...

he used to be those guai guai one...

haha...wells, will be gng grams later...yup..

b4 i fly...

i dunn wanna leave for korea now...

i wanna stay in spore...

i wanna be with u..

yup...

| Stripped and Lusted 10:24 AM| |

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Early

I'm awaken to early in the morning...surprising that zach replied to me...i really wanna get to know him...yup...we seem to be walking down the same path...

well. i woke up early...there are too many thingg on my mind for me to slp late again.

| Stripped and Lusted 9:08 AM| |

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:Tuesday, June 14, 2005:

a broken heart

a broken heart for you to heal.
plz come and heal it for me..
i need u so badly...
i'm sure u are the one..
plz..

my aircon broke down..
shit..
damn hot.

| Stripped and Lusted 10:58 PM| |

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the internet.

the internet is so slow.
i have to practice the piano..
i wanna smoke..
i juz drank today...
k, brb..

| Stripped and Lusted 10:47 PM| |

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I'm troubled.

and once again, i'm feeling so troubled...
and dominic noes y already...
not many people actualy know y...its difficult for me to say it too...
was reading a fren's blog and all of a sudden, my heart juz sank..
yea, like a stone..
i dunno how to explain it thought, but if u noe who u r out there..
i want u...
i really want u..
i want to be yr's...
all yrs...
and only u can make that come true..
i have been tinking abt u every since that day tat i saw u...
its difficult to keep u out of my mind..
i'm suffering here without u..
i so badly want to see u again...
.....
.....
....
.....
.....
.....
.....
.....

| Stripped and Lusted 9:30 PM| |

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:Sunday, June 12, 2005:

start of planning already baZ

sorry for not updating so far yea, dun like some girl in RP whole day watch naruto only then come to PS0102 party and try to crash it but fail...and that girl is!!!.....*drum rolls!!...* SUSHI GIRL! haha...yep,...u guessed rite...shu yi...the girl that think that my sense of direction is damn poor and i will not be able to get home safely after that day at East Coast Park with the gang rite...haha...not funny...okok...back to the point...

Yea, we had a class gathering or also known as the Farhana get together birthday bash...i mean dean and rach at ard 10.30 at PS carrefour...bought some shit alcohol...slack the way like shit...met some blur hanisha and shalini and her bf were waiting at the busstop for us...we waited for almost 45 mins for wai keong and casper but they didnt turn up...which

caused us to miss our bus..

ok, then we made our way to East Coast Park to meet the rest..

Reach there abt 11+ and slacked...waited for the rest..

still waiting...

waiting...

waiting........

waiting.............

still waiting..................

then it was getting too boring, des, kelvin and dean decided to kick their balls and

play dog and master...

then the topic abt ah heng rose..

haahaa...shit u peeps...suan- er sia...

lucky that bitch sam didnt tag along....

i'm sure there are more tales that she has to tell lahz!

and then...

heaven has eyes....

dean was caught...

no...

not for alcohol...

no0..

not for playing with lil' boys...

no0o.....

not for raping babes on the beach...

yea!!

yr getting there....

closer...

c-l0o-s-ee-rr.....

no0!!!

yeah!!.....

GotT iT!!!

hE was boogie trapped by some dog's remains...

haha...yep...

u got it...

SHIT!!!

that is wat he is made of anyway...

ahah!! kidds bro...

WAHAHA....

that was damn hilarous...

haha...okok, then Farhana come will all the food...

HALAi btw...haha...

there was so much food!!!

then rach and faarhana got bored and went to get rental

for bikes and serene and i

asked shalini and her bf to go honeymoon on the beach of Singspore..

then Zizi came..

and it started to rain...

and allan came...

and it started to rain even more...

rain...

rain.......

rain.............

rain..............

heavier............

heavier..............

then it stop...

haha...

okok...skip everything...

then ZIZI, serene and i went to get our blades

and went blading and i farking hurt my left limb...

shit..

no more swimming and soceer for the week b4 i fly to korea...

then we went blading and

serene fell...

and the ground shook...,

haha...

okok,

then when i got back, faeEzah and shu yi

were there already...

and we slacked more

and more...

then i had to leave early as i was heading to malaysia the next day..

.....

anyway shuyi, i didnt get lost...

i have a good sense of direction.

i have to pack for my trip soon like the day b4...

yea...the night b4 then pack..i think it is ok bah...

haha...

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:Wednesday, June 08, 2005:

An Xpensive day

Kkz, i have to confess that i'm expensive...even my dad says that...he told my mum that his son is Expensive to maintain and having me as a son is damn super X...haha...well, i have to agree with him... i wan the best in things. or sometimes, try to be or have the best in things. thats me...i ain't that choosy at times but sometimes, i mood reli changes...i dunno y...mayb i inharited it frm my mum or something...
Sometimes, when i quarrel with my babe, i'm to blame but its at tat point of time that i becoz so fustrated...
Was msg-ing kenneth (KKB) juz now abt the gig and all, all who is reading my blog now, there will be a gig on the 11 and 12th of june somewhere outside cine...if u wanna go, plz IM me yea...the more then marrier...haha...u damn have to go ok...i have to support my peeps too yea...

Today sort of went out to chill with sean and the gang and found out that sjh wasnt invited to the gathering...i mean, all of us were there..so yea, it was kinda fun but turned boring later on...we when to the GSS for awhile to chill and to bland in i guess...lunch was like 60 +bucks already and i bought my hair dye and a new earphones so that i can bring it to korea to use on the 17th...come to the think of it, i'll be gng reli soon..like in 10 days...i remebered it was only an eye blinked away that my mum told me it was confirm and that was like 1 month ago and now, its like 10 days...wat the shit...okok, then we were walking ard town...bumped into some gabriellities...said my hi(s) and bye(s) to them...carried on with life...when to flash and splash to chill and checked out the sweaters there...kinda cool but aint alot of nice designs to choose frm...i think that the outlet at citylink is better then the one at Wisma...

Spoke to shiyun jie this afternoon...found out that she was sunbathing...well, girls like her dunn have to sunbathe at all...becoz no one will bother looking at yr skin color...i mean, no one looks at yr skin color these days anymore...haha...
Soon after, i spoke to Elder Bro again...he wanted to meet but i couldnt as i was with my peeps...so i told him that mayb sunday or something...i'll be like totally packed to shits this whole week and b4 i leave for korea...i dunn intend to pack my baggage till b4 i go...haha...
that was wat i did for my Perth trip and got scolded to shit by my mum and babe...haha...its ok...i live on...lol..
After gotting my stuffs and emma's stuffs, we headed down to fareast, which was kinda far...frm taka to fareast and all...went to speak to my auntie and met melissa there...she's back frm London..haha...we 1st met in that shop and cant remeber how..wat the shit...okok, she will be back in singapore till somewhere in Sept...haha...may go chill on monday as she needs to get some sports shoes...i got lobang...haha..
yea, and we were toking abt RP and the different studying methods, as in here and London...and then, we came to the topic abt rascism...haha...apparently, we can shake hands with each other already...we are consided " zi ji ren" or " ka ki lang" already...haha...thats so awesome yea...then we were toking abt how can Qantas beat SQ hands down and be the 2nd in the BEst Airliner Award...u piece of shit...haha...
well, to update u peepsz...1st is CX.
2nd is QF
3rd is EK
4th is SQ...

ok, thats all that matters...SQ is 4th...wat ths hit...haha..
o, and rachy rach and dean called me juz now to tok abt the BBQ on friday and all...and dean was like saying plz bring Xtra clothes...hmmm...dean likes younger guys...hmmm...may there be a link in all these bring clothes??
it juz leaves a wandering mind to think....
dean can shake hands with ah heng...haha
okok, sam wanna go
but i refuse to go if she goes...
no sia...i will not go and let u all suan like shit...
so forget it...
bye!

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:Tuesday, June 07, 2005:

the freaking weather is so hot.

ok, to start off, i muz say that the farking weather is so hot! damn it to all the pplz who are cutting down trees and all the greens are dying!! a big FARK to u...do u noe that its so hot and that u r contributing to the OZONE outbreak again...damn pplz...all u pieces of shit have to go to hell ok...how dare u cut down my trees...some big organization should do something abt this man...if not the earth will turn into a SHIT PLANET!

ok ok, back to me, i juz finished shopping with my godma, cuz and my grams...we went to PS to get some stuffs and eat at cartel, which the bill turn out to be like 80+++BUCKS!!! wat the shit...haha...ok, then we went to scout for some clothes and stop by G2000 to check out the clothes...and we spend like 1 hr in there trying on all the different kinds of clothes...and my grams bought me a FULL suit and everything with a orange tie...i love orange...haha..wat the shit...okok, thats damn nice i muz say..thks grams!!, the whole suit and all...its for their 50th Anni during SEPT anyway...i bet that my cuzs and i will be damn busy as we will be the ones that will be planning this event...and everything will be charged to my uncle..haha...woah awesome...i will have to do the powerpoint slides and the memories part...that so time consuming...arg...

but, i'll be gng back there again..to PS, i will need to buy something esle at PS later tonight...haha...thats so cool...like gng to PS twice in one day in less then 5 hrs part...haha...

I'll be meeting Emma and the peeps tml..hope to go shopping tml again...have to make full use of this time to get wat i want...esp this damn awesome addias sweater which i can bring to KOREA!! or the quicksilver one too...either one...i hope to get it...after wat benchor got...he got his damn nice pair of shoe which cost like a penny...hahah...wat a sale not to be missed sia...

reli have to go...

and i also need to execrise already...shit, ate too much juz now...mayb have to go swimming again...i hate being fat...but wait...i'm not fat...okok, thats not the point...the point is that i need to shop...

have u ever walked down chinatown b4? with all those aunties? have u ever realized that they are so rude and uncivilised when it comes to a sale or something...i mean, they claimed that we youngsters are rude against or to them...

now the qns is, have they ever thought that they were the one that is showing this kinda of shit to us? in the train, u pplz juz push yr way in or out or even ard the train and u expect us to give u a seat? i'll tell u to go to hell! in chinatown, u aunites juz push yr way through as though there is no one there or like we owe u somehting like that...that wen we say u, u nt happy like wanna fight like that, but u noe that u r no match for us.

I think that u aunties go to chinatown to practise pushing then go for the GSS (great singapore sale) and use yr skills there isit? damn u ok. u pplz set such low and lousy stardards and u still dare to call us youngsters rude? well, yr worst!

Even the aunite at the coffee shop is better than u!

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:Saturday, June 04, 2005:

i hate getting Cs

juz check my daily grades of the modules that i'm taking..fark to the science faci.. i hate getting Cs and you have to give me my 2nd C!!! 1st was the damn farking RACHEL ONG! then it has to be U! fark off asshole...if i knew that i will get a C, i will ZhaO yr module and go meet my peeps in town u piece of shit.. F to u sia...

ok, anyway, for the record, i watched starwars epi 3 for the 5th time today...haha..after all i got it all..haha...i like totally remeber the lines already lahz..."be my apprentice, learn the dark side of the force" haha...darth sidious rawks...

Sushi girl...if yr reading this, go to hell...haha...how dare u put me on yr nick on msn...haha...go eat yr sushi and stop abusing me...yr a totally noob in pool, still dare to say that u r a pro...or rather force me to say that u r u pro...damn it...

O, today i spent like the whole afternoon in some chi-na place called ChinaTown...becoz i had to attend this briefing at the SA tour agency which is in chinatown..it was kinda fun but now, i'm not reli looking forward to going to korea anymore, after all, i'm leaving in like 2 weeks and counting...there are like altogther 40 pplz gng on this tour...i reli hope that there will not be so0 many kids and old pplz...haha...love the aunties i muz say...most of them damn 'ON' lorz...and u know wat...that guy that was briefing us said that there will be no shampoo or soap in the hotel becoz korea is gng 'green'...wat an excuse to give...haha...
I mean, coming to think of it rite, if yr gng on a tour to KOREA, and there are like kids everywhere....OMG, the last time i encounter a kid was in adelaide, and the name so happen to be a GAbriEL...juz like the one we have here in singapore...the exact same pattern...except that he was a bigger piece of shit...and a damn hell load of crap...

anyway, i gtg slp now...its getting late...its getting dark...its time for me to cross over....to change into something more powerful then b4...POWER!!

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the hols r here.

and finally, the hols are here...exclaimed Zizi!! hAHA,i have to agree with her for that statement..it is finally here!. Thank god. I have been waiting so damn long for this break. will be departing for korea in 15 more days... i have ALOT of appointments that i have to go b4 i leave and i'm so looking forward to it...all my appoinments i mean..will be gng out with my grams on monday, shopping...like duhz...then, will be meeting emma and the gang, meeting rovi i hope, gng on thursday to his gig in orchard, got a BBQ on the 10th june, farhana's bday and class gathering..i dunno whether will fall through.., hope to be able to go to tragedy limit's gig on the 11 or the 12 of june, then meeting elder bro and hope to meet shiyun jie..
hope that i dunn bumb into any gabrielites with i go town sia...
have been gng to town almost everyday already...this shitty RP life...it suxs!!

o, AND got to thank Rovi for Prata yesterday night, couldnt finish the egg one..wat a waste...shit...sorry bro...damn full..its surprising when he raised the question on how else have i met up with frm my pri 1 class.. haha...then i came to realized that i actually known Rovi for what it seems to be AGES!!! haha..sort of 'grew up' together...same pri sch and all, then secondary sch...and then, he is juz living up the hill from me...damn near lah..haha... really thank god for knowing people like him and esp ELONN!! god!! i think these 2 are the longest frenz i known in my life... i knew ElONN since like Kindegarden already...at some Bethel PlayCenter...not reli a PlayCenter though, still sing some lame songs and homework and spelling etc...

o, and for today, sushi girl reli made my day sia...she is the first player that rawks...damn pro this girl is sia... let me explain...she can hit in her colored ball together with the white ball and the white ball is still able to SHOOT out for the exit at the bottom of the table.. and a really mean SHOOT...mark that word ok....o and as for rachy rach, she was almost gng to win the game she had with this nagging hanisha but!!! she hit the black ball in together with the white ball...damn man...poor dean sia...stand there teach them how to play but the outcome is not pleasing at all..ahaha...

i think that this class outing is more then juz a class outing already...haha...after awhile, serene and i went to the arcarde to play some crappy game...u noe the jap one with 3 colors and u r suppose to hit the respective colors game...kaoz!..she is damn good at it sia...i think even Farhana gave up...haha...then serene and i went to play the filmstone game and we got like 50 tokens...haha...i didnt know nowadays still have tokens on sia..then in the end, we changed it for some orange candy that tastes horrible!! then , we went to play daytona and I lost to serene 2 to 1...damn lose face sia...woman driver damn heong sia...haha...anyhow bang here bang there...like their grandmother road like that...haha...

k lahz, gtg...will try to update this as much as i can as i will not be able to do so bewteen the 17 to the 25 june...

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:Friday, June 03, 2005:

What a day it is..

Today is enterprise, what a day…hope tat it will be a ‘nice’ lesson..thats what everyone in the class hopes too…after all there is still something gng on in the class. It’s the start of the june month and I can see that my X students seem to be enjoying the time of their life already. But, apparently, my sec4 peeps juz finished their MT ‘O’s and from what I heard, the paper 1 was a killer and paper 2 was a breeze… I think mist of them will retake the paper at the end of the year. Will be gng to chill with my peeps tml after sch…and the last day of campus is juz tml!. God like finally sia. I reli need a break from RP. It seems that even my hols are packed given only 3 weeks, I gtg to parties, gigs, chilling with my sec sch frenz, and will be leaving Singapore on the 17 and returning on the 25. therefore, my time with ma peeps, sistas and bros will be shorten. Sorry peeps. Not my fault lahz but I WILL try to make time for u peeps.
After all the previous account was yr u peeps.
My sista, juay, shiyun, haha…commented that my blogging skills have improved drastically. Haha…sista, r u impress at me…yr didi here learn very fast one ok. U teach me and I learn damn fast…but u haven teach me how to do my blog leh…chicken sia…
Haiz~…allan juz call desmond…
Apparently, he is shitting in the toilet but still managed to pick up the call…a des, yr on loud speaker…Ha…sim choon hou also laughing sia…damn ma lu lehz u…haha…
Wat the shit…today’s prob is so0 boring…
I wanna get out…I wan out…I wan out…!!! Its been a rather slow day today…no action done yet…faci said tat today will be a different lesson plan…
Elder brother said that he wants to meet me to discuss something about the next move we are suppose to do. He said something abt dice and tiles…
After all he is my shifu in the gambling world.
Sister Sandra will be flying to Bangkok with her frenz and Felicia…hope still remembers to buy my hair dye, my loreal 545 Rum 3D color.
I have to dye my hair b4 I leave for korea.
It has been a very boring weekend and the OC will be postponed to the 16june…the day b4 I leave. What the shit sia…I hate it. The OC has been my lifeforce and it is keeping me from giving up on TV. Now, they farking has to postpone it AGAIN…this is like the 8th time they postpone it..it channel 5. why cant u postpone some shit show like fear factor or something…
But, I still have to thank Aaron Spelling for bring back Charmed. Yesteday’s epi was nice…and I was mesmerized by it…haha…all 3 sistas rawks.
O, I have a new maid too, however, she will be gng back on the 17th…thk god…plz dunn come back to Singapore. The new maids name is some farking bitch name called Samantha.

I need to ask u all a question…wats the meaning of stereotype?
I hate this place, that was wat I told Kenneth yesterday
That was also wat I told elder bro yesterday.
That was also wat I told sis shiyun yesterday.
Anyway, I gtg…so thks for reading my blog so far.
Thanks to all my peeps, sistas and bros out there.

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:Thursday, June 02, 2005:

Love my peeps, sistas and bros out there.

This account today will go out to all my peeps, sistas and bros. They come frm lala land, stgab's, friendsters, msn, abit frm here, there and everywhere..all the lost ones, this one goes damn all the way to u too.
Its been long peeps, some of them, i have not met for a very long time.
To all people who come pass my blog...
will finally know who u peeps actually meant to me...
esp now in RP..
i mean, no one can possiblity pass RP's day without frens...
the new
the old
and the past pals
u peeps still mean alot..
esp the times sia..
chilling,
clubbing,
smoking (PAST!),
zhao school together,
1 fall all fall,
slacking in town
chilling with the babes...
those times...
the many friend list will start...in the longest order...
elonn,cheexian,kirby,cheeyang,kianhong,benjamin,davis,ben,chianhwee,edgar,jonathanchua,jonathantan, weiren,benjaminsong,shahrul,kennethmah,kennethlim,kennethchua,kennethtan,kennethyong,russell,desmond,dean,jamie,rachel,zizi,suyi,faeEzah,atika,sean,emmanuel, roy,hisyamA,hisyamI,allan,weiqiang,diana,waikeong,casper,guixiang,hanisha,shalini,marcel,vanessa,ignatiuswang,ignatiuslim,asyraf,peeps of 2E5,kenfoo,dominic,kenyee,lin,kelvin,farhana,shiyun,felicia,nigel,leon,ian,ruishan,yohan,stacy,huiling,veron,samantha,melissa,michelle,matthew,gabriel,gabrielle, melvin,james,marcus,valeria, daryl,jon,chris,ziohard,singwei,ryan,donald,merissa,darius,gen,daniel,brian,cherin,serene,jingen,harry,jack, etc...sorry peeps if ur not mentioned...
sorrrys..but i'm still in friendsters and msn...but there is a prob...haha
love u peeps..
chills

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Love my peeps, sistas and bros out there.

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