:Friday, December 30, 2005:

to give someone 3 calls grace of waiting time,
means that the person means alot to you in friendship.
but after everything that has happened,
colored days will remain the black and white that we both know.

i have not given up hope till now.
the silver lining over the dark clouds will never come.
and now, i know who to choose to keep,
and who to let go.
the rest aint important to me.

kingkong's taken.
and it really sucks.
for a 3hr film, i walked out of the cinema with a headache.
same with my cousin and emma thinks the same.
"it wasn't the planes. It was beauty that killed the beast"
lame lame spell L-A-M-E

so its left with underworld evolution and the dark.
hmmm...the dark's out ( ponders )
i think larr..
and its horror!!
lol...
party at my place tmr night.
rach's getting back from 'loving' thailand larr..
ermm...when's the date again?
bleh..
sch's starting..thats not a good thing.

Benji

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:Thursday, December 29, 2005:

met emma and sean today,
had my hair cut man..
like hell finally..
bangkok didnt do a good job,
so i went back to uncle clippers at fareast..lol

another thing striked off my list.
caught The Chronicles of Narnia today too..
its an awesome film.
try refraining from going to the toilet in any part of the show.
its really good.

so, go watch it,
i wanna watch...
(1) king kong
(2) Underworld evolution (its the part 2 of underworld)
(3) The Dark
and takers?
take me..


Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 11:54 PM| |

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:Wednesday, December 28, 2005:

was surfing the net and found this.
now read it.

Dear HR Manager:

Bob Smith, my assistant programmer, can always be found
hard at work in his cubicle. Bob works independently, without
wasting company time talking to colleagues. Bob never
thinks twice about assisting fellow employees, and he always
finishes given assignments on time. Often Bob takes extended
measures to complete his work, sometimes skipping coffee
breaks.?Bob is a dedicated individual who has absolutely no
vanity in spite of his high accomplishments and profound
knowledge in his field. I firmly believe that Bob can be
classed as a high-calibre employee, the type which cannot be
dispensed with. Consequently, I duly recommend that Bob be
promoted to executive management, and a proposal will be
sent away as soon as possible.


Signed - Project Leader

then,
A MEMO WAS SOON SENT FOLLOWING THE LETTER:
"That stupid idiot was reading over my shoulder when I wrote the report sent to you earlier today.
Kindly read only the odd lines (1, 3, 5, 7, 9,11, 13) for my true assessment of him."

the end.

been home the whole day today.
with the song Becoz of you by kelly clarkson playing on the mp3.
been lonely online today replying pple who talk to me on msn.
there aint any interest in being on msn
but wells, i dont have a choice.
thats the only thing that i can do now.

seems like its gonna rain again.
wth.
i'll be out tmr, dont make it rain.
damn. i'm moodless.

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 7:49 PM| |

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:Tuesday, December 27, 2005:

Benji's the Blog Master.
thats all.

i hate rainy days. i cant do anything besides sleep.
got news that my cousin from phili has arrived in singapore.
honestly,
i dont know him.
he laughs like an evil clown. (you know those horror shows at the circus)
he's kids (my nephews) are fat.
i hate fat people.
one's a sloth and the other's a pig.

they're clumsy in almost everyway.
its a disgrace.
genes not NOT from my side of the family.
its 2 days to friday.
31st decemeber new year's eve.
and wells, 1st january is new year's day.
(ahem)
aint someone looking forward to that day.

and wth!
there aint any nice movies to catch anymore in singapore.
since i left for thailand and back from thailand,
everything's like come to a stand still.
didnt in invest enough shares into the ministry of entertainment to keep things going?
and now that the ministry of sound is here in singapore,
its gonna take clubbing in Singapore to a whole new level.

o, and i wanna go to the balcony
at the hereen.
bring me there.

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 11:24 PM| |

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:Monday, December 26, 2005:

had christmas dinner back in singapore with my peeps.
met doreen and friend.
one more thing, cartel food suxs.

met lydia after she finished worked at harborfront.
gawk its like damn far.
everyone's like not in today,
my sis, me and my cuz,
everyone's out.
but yet,

i'm suffering from withdrawal symtoms
o, and i still dont like aunties.
they sux. esp the ones in orhard and chinatown.
its horrid
blah.

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 11:25 PM| |

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:Sunday, December 25, 2005:

okay! i'll stop with all the details!
i had fun larr..
i mean who doesnt anyways..

stupid beach with a stupid hotel.

its like damn X just to say here and its borrringgggggg.
all farangs and little chinas there larr..


Fondue! its super cheap there kinda like SG$8 a set.




and yesh! i got black nails..
ewwww..but what the hell,
i like it.

there's a shop named after me.
what in the name of "benji" belongs to a shop!!???


and finally found my LV handphone strap
ha ha ha...rob me of it and i'll stuff the living soul out of ya!


and look at the language in thailand.
please keep clean? i dont get it.
its poor larr..let cambridge mark this and FAIL!

another example.
this means,
no, pets allowed,
yes! pets allowed!
pets are allowed!!!
and on the last day,
gawk man, you at the amount of luggage.

yesh, its all our luggage..
one more thing, i'm back in singapore
and wells, merry christmas.

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 5:38 PM| |

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:Wednesday, December 21, 2005:

okay, i know that i am in bangkok now.
i am larr!
damn man...
miss my lappy..
sexy's at home all alone..

bangkok's great..will blog more when i return i guess.
pics and stuffs..
drinking all night long...
everything man..
tmr's skybar.
and well, shopping too..
lalala..

miss me

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 9:50 PM| |

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:Saturday, December 17, 2005:

:: Bangkok Day 2 ::


yup, every fashion critic's place.
the weather was cold larr..
well, around 19 i guess.

and i cant go to chatuchak with family man.
its a place for friends to go with,
to see the same kinda stuffs that we like to see
and not the old auntie kinda stuffs.

my cousins! gawk man..
its like they still wanna but those small lil' stuff toys?
at the age of 16 &17??
wtf! grow up!

went drinking at night..
had vodka peach.
*bleh*
suxs.

benji

| Stripped and Lusted 5:31 PM| |

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:Friday, December 16, 2005:

:: Bangkok Day 1 ::

Starting with what happened at the airport,

(1) grandfather's passport screrwed up.
(2) Flight delayed on ground.
(3) Flight delayed in the air arriving into airport.
(4) There was a baggage flop. My cousin took the wrong luggage and we had to travel back to the airport again. -.-
(5) Had dinner at 11+ (spore time)


| Stripped and Lusted 5:25 PM| |

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:Wednesday, December 14, 2005:

was in town at starbucks and...
*dumb rolls*

look at the cake?
imagine walking up to mummy saying,
dear, mummy, happy birthday..
then arghhh!!
cream cake gone bad..
ha ha ha...

how unglam can singaporeans get these days
from the fact that pple wear slippers to town,
look at the slippers~
mahciam hotel slipper like that!


welcome to the fuck of my life.
the guy in the center is the fuck of my life man.
seriously joel, fuck off.
if you're homophobic,
read it,
"thats your fucking problem"
fullstop-


Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 9:56 PM| |

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:Tuesday, December 13, 2005:

was surfing the net when i found this!

now its even in american cartoons to promote gay marriages,
after whats going on with elton john and his boyfriend.
*pukes*
totally no sex appeal.
kids are at the wedding too,
hey! why no lesbian weddings??

changed my icons today in my lappy,
been deciding which one is nicer soo0 far



i think the 2nd one is better yall

sending my christmas greeting out
wont be here for christmas,
and my luggage is not even filled
its empty!
and i wont be home wednesdays and thursdays,
friday's my flight
argghhh, *rush rush*

emma's coming back from the states,
i hope he does remember to get stuffs for me.
i'm still waiting for my birthday present
and zach's still waiting for his birthday present from me
*groans*

now, looking forward,
party @ my crib 31st december!
new house, room planning!
let the good things keep coming.

Phrase For The Day: If I am a thing from hell then you are hell-bound.

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 6:55 PM| |

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:Monday, December 12, 2005:

the party wasn't really a party,
wel, as guess ain't it?
met my friends from the korea trip remember?
i said that in the june entry that uncle jason was also working in the same company as dads.
uncle jason, aunt patricia and the 2 kids.
they just got back from hongkong last week

not sure if dad's gonna invite them to the REAL party on the 31st.
yesterday was more of a talking party
had unknown uncles and aunties (dad's friends I suppose) coming to talk to me,
having the normal saying,
"huh? wahhh your son and daughter so big already, you so lucky larr
your daughter so pretty and your son so handsome"
i was like..gawkk all,
there are so many better looking AJs out there and at the so-called 'party' larr.

had a chat with his uncle and he was literaly questioning me about the things that i was doing, gaming and all, i think he was preparing his son.
what an example.
oh, but i think that i will take the compliment on him saying that i could speak well,
i'll take that and smack it right back to my dad's face.

its a monday and there's 3 more days left before i depart.
meeting lyd and doreen on wednesday,
thursday is party night and soon its friday
darn, ain't it fast.

i really admire the rich people at church,
one example is aunt anne lim aka diva,
having her husband to be the director of the raffles medical group
and her 3 daughters in london as doctors and her youngest son to be in ACS (i)
god she is so fertile,
but not the point.
she drives singapore's one and only jaguar (i dont know the model)
she drives a mercedez benz SLK350.
she drives a Lexus RX300.
and she drives a mercedez benz E240 (if i am not wrong for this one)
gawk her house has so many cars and its so big

she flys to london 4 times a year on SQ's first clsss to visit her daughters
and gawk! first class people!
i want her to adopt me.
she has 4 pianos in that huge mansion.
getting rich will be a bonus to me

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 4:02 PM| |

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:Saturday, December 10, 2005:

dad's serious going to buy that house
we have to shift house soon..
dad wants that terrace house now.
*shits*
having to think that i have to shift,
*groans*
does the word "lazy" appear on my forehead.
like yah..

whats my room going to be like now?
ha..i know that dad wants something zen
glass, open concept..
thats a thought now aint it.
house warming!
woohoo0!

but for now, there's a party tmr at suntec and i got invited.
shits. i dont plan to go.
any backups?
its gonna be christmas,
i wont be here celebrating, carolling,
christmas mass.

oh, cheesecake!
yep..lyd..cheesecake..
i still dont like cheesecake.
who can make me like cheesecake?

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 11:56 PM| |

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:Friday, December 09, 2005:

had dinner in town again
wells friday = crook night.
what is a gay doing out with 1 bung and 1 confused person?
hanging out larrr...

had cartel for dinner
gawk its long since i had cartels
the last was with SJH at gardens
*regrets*
right.
there were many crooks in town today.
HIV on the increase!
*smiles*

and seriously, i have used the word "FUCK"
more than ever today
as long as an AUNTIE cross my path,
she will be greeted with the most pleasant word of the day
"FUCK"
i'm having bad incidents with aunties these days.
in the train, in town, in the bus.
they're everywhere~!

its like they practice their pushing and shoving skills at chinatown OG
specifically OG btw,
and during the sale,
they show off their 'wu gong' on us youngsters.
wtf!
therefore, i hate aunties.
they are impatient and ignorant
which simple means,
fuck off bitch!

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 10:18 PM| |

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:Thursday, December 08, 2005:

been going out a lot lately
dont think my parents are really happy,
but then again,
i dont really care.

somethings wrong with my diet lately!
been eating and eating..
having supper with Rovi..
and how can anyone possibly want me to but a NUM shirt that reads:
"all i want for christmas is 2 boyfriends"??
*????!!!!!*
gawk!

i think she is insane.
yep, caught aeonflux today in cinemas
its kwel, besides the point where the whole storyline is based in the future.
the very "realistic" future i wanna see for the world.
well, the only thing that i wished for,
is that we could be dressed the way they dressed in the future,
but only now.
ha ha...the dressing is kwel!

will be leaving next friday already,
Rovi's gonna leave next sunday,
woohoo*
at least the supper will end there before is starts to continue again after we return.
call party at rach's place?
aint all your meetings the wrong time for christmas.

no one is to be celebrating christmas before christmas,
its the period of Advent.
gawk...
which makes me wonder,
*no choir for me this sunday*
its either i attend mass,
or pon mass!

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 11:08 AM| |

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:Tuesday, December 06, 2005:

till the time when you are through with your excuses,
i will be through with you

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 11:56 PM| |

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:Monday, December 05, 2005:

aint in my really good mood today.
sister came to tell me what my mother had to say abt her gng with us next friday.
i got a feeling that she instigated everything.
fucking bitch the mother is.

for eddie's, what makes maple more important than me?
i mean its only maple.
i hate maple. thats why i nv supported it from the start.
then something else happened.

and on a seperate notion.
dont you realise that we bearly talk nowadays?
not trying to say that we are distant
but it really seem that we are.
when we're online, we talk for bearly more than 10 sentences and thats it.
on the phone, its gonna end with a
"i'll call you back"
it just ends there.

this aint the first time and i know that we fought over this matter b4
i cant help thinking that nowadays,
i'm nothing else rather than a friend.
its really that it.
if you have anything to disagree on,
feel free to come look me up.
becoz everything that i have said,
comes directly from me.

there were reasons that I didnt answer your calls,
i didnt answer anyone's calls tonight.
i was not happy with myself and my life.
i'll be leaving next friday
i guess its all i am looking forward to now.
i'll be chilling ard spore these days.
if pple are smart,
they can spot me.
i dont be the one asking pple out anymore.
becoz they just backfire.
plannings always fails.

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 11:17 PM| |

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:Sunday, December 04, 2005:

:: Minesweeper ::

there's this girl in my class
her name is jialing
her blog link is at the left hand corner of my blog
she loves rain and blue hell loads to nuts
she's like one of the earliest to reach class just to?
PLAY MINESWEEPER!
why? firstlt, her mouse is god damn noisy.
*clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks*
*clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks*
*clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks*

just take a look at her score??


she took the effort to teach a dumb block like me how to play
but well, minesweeper and i just dont *click*

now, here comes the funny part...
look at the game below
little miss 007 james bond apprentice is trying to dig the mine..
can she do it?

with her expertise on this and her
expert skills, she takes her favor mouse and starts:
*clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks*
*clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks*
*clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks**clicks*

and then! look at the bottom left hand corner of the pic
leaving 2 more squares to choose.
which one could the mine be in?
all we need to hear is one more *clicks*
and everything will end
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.
BOOOOM!!!

wrong choice!
wahahahah...
all the mines but left one and she jeopardized everyone's lifes!
ha ha ha..
pathetic aint it?
maybe thats why james bond 007 works alone..
-.-
ha ha ha..
the army can just hired her and leave the rest of the boys
alone. not going to some boot camp for 2 years
its a blardy massacre!

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 9:37 PM| |

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::

aeonFLUX is a pussynator!
i wanna watch this show!
its next on my list of ' to dos'
next would have to be the cronicles of Nadia

went to sports expo at suntec again.
awesome! i guess that i wanna switch course now.
sports and wellness..
ha ha..
rock climbing and kayaking
so many things to do..
ahhhh*

there were many crooks there.
more of AJs than Les.
open boys cum men hand holding and hugging
gawk ayalll..at such a young age?
that's hot!
ha ha

and they call me promoting
-.-lll

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 5:55 PM| |

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:Saturday, December 03, 2005:

will be going to sports expo tmr
dunno why, got a sudden urge.
*rush*
gonna sleep late
its time for the late nights,
the countless times of falling sick

the holidays have rolled in,
2 weeks to departure and i am sitting here,
cant be bothered about anything.
i'm waiting for christmas.
only christmas.

why?
its because i will get
presents.

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 10:49 PM| |

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:Friday, December 02, 2005:

candid!
went to suntec sports and wellness expo today
its okay i guessed
whats with the mr freeze and slupee??
diao.
ha ha..

went it a shit mood in class today.
didnt do any work
watched saw 2.
its nice
helps drive anger all in one direction.
bought beer back to class today
compliments of doreen.
she got me a bottle of carona Xtra.
finished it like damn fast.
after that, regretted.
my mood totally changed
i felt like running to the beach and sit there till never ever ending times.
i did stupid things in class.
i dont think i was drunk of high
i dont know what i was doing.
i suck

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 11:56 PM| |

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:Thursday, December 01, 2005:

1 day to school closes
15 days to travel overseas
23 days to christmas eve
24 days to christmas
25 days to tribute for tsunami victims
30 days to new year's countdown
2 months to good-bye classmates

whats next?
a number to my death day?
having to count my days to occupy my time faster.
having to see the days just passing by.
i feel darn lousy now.
the things that parents can do to screw up my day
spoilers!
*boo!*

i'm starting to hate the alter-ego of aduts.
having not to understand the meaning of being "practical"
and not doing things their way and assume that i will know.
*rolls eyes*
i cant read your lousy USED old inmaturity rusty rotting brain for god's sake.
dont assume things that i know.
becoz, simple
i DONT know!

i'm starving myself becoz i dont want to go out with you.
i dont want your pathetic shrek-like goon faces to spoil my dinner.
i rather starve.

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 8:58 PM| |

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