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:Tuesday, March 27, 2007:

The week has been a total mess. Not going down to
the bar, not drinking etc. I've calculated. I've been
in town 20 days in a row. If anyone were to win a
prize, it has to be me.
Everyone's missing somebody. Shan't name names.
There's so many people I want to thank for being
with me the past few days although I was a total
irritant. Andy, Shuhui, Fiona, Calli, Ben, Alvin,
Terence, and of course, Amelia.

Andy who has been there with me the most and
Amelia whose with me, listening to me whine.
Terence who we had coffee together and planning
to pass things to him for me. Sucha Scam. hah!
Finally, I'll get to see him again. And lastly, I'm
really thankful that I got to know Saunders Shen.
=)
I can't wait till this weekend boy, wheee! I'll get
to see the 2 bestfriends in short hair =)
cute.


Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 8:46 AM| |

__________

:Friday, March 23, 2007:

Whats the difference between pleasure and torture.

Pleasure is the feeling when I'm spending time with you and
Torture is the feeling when you're not with me.

Be strong love.

"I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me."

Sweet Dreams love.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:31 AM| |

__________

:Thursday, March 22, 2007:

I was back at the usual place to catch up with the
usuals yesterday at tantric and I got myself all high
with liquor. With the amount of laughters around
them, happily bitching away. I was happy for them,
that they finally count come together, sit around
and chill. I sat there sometimes, just zone-ing
wondering how that someone was doing and all.

I can't help it but think of him. I mean, I'm here,
but you're not. This sucks. Life is so much more than
just getting drunk. It's also about knowing who you
want to cherish. I feel that I have neglected my friends.
Don't stone me for that but I'll try to make it up to
them when school starts.

I was out with Imran and Terence today and I felt
so moody. Could be from the headaches cause by the
amount of liquor I had the previous night at the bar
or that thanks to my sister who had to wake me up
so early in the morning begging me to help her. Or
that I just miss someone so badly.

Don't blame me for feeling this way but I'm tired and
really exhausted I just need him by my side sometimes.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 7:23 PM| |

__________

:Sunday, March 18, 2007:

Was taking my boy's advice and I went out today.
Met Amelia in town and later Terence.
Went to get the necklaces engraved.

SHHHHH* dear doesn't know. HAHAHA
*sticks tongue*

Went to HMV and bought this.

Yup. Deborah Cox's Remixed CD.

=)

dear called me just now. =/ I missed his voice and
aye, missed him more. I'm still sitting here waiting
for him to get out of camp. *sighs*

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:31 PM| |

__________

:Friday, March 16, 2007:

now that time has ended the times we had together,
I'll have to wait till 14 days before you'll be out with
me again. dear, keep your promises you made to me.
I don't want to struggle through these 2 weeks.

I'll be waiting when you're out. Be brave, stay strong
my love.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:40 AM| |

__________

:Thursday, March 15, 2007:

I'm gonna miss you. It's your last day and I have to see
you in anycase, i dont care if its a changing situation.

I want yesterday night to repeat itself all over again.
Cause baby, I'm shit going to cry.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 1:40 PM| |

__________

:Wednesday, March 14, 2007:

13 March 2007 =)

10205288

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 1:16 AM| |

__________

:Sunday, March 11, 2007:

Everything now is so about last night's fantasy.

Happy people cause we all enjoyed yesterday's over crowded
tantric floor. =)


Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 2:41 PM| |

__________

:Sunday, March 04, 2007:

Service Awards Dinner was okays last night. Everyone
looked so pretty and cute. Dressed up to perfection
except for the minority of some people.

3 Cheers to all the service awards winners, rookies,
explorers, top Banking Branch Managers, specialists
and hall of fame winners.

Dinner was so moving with the occasional smoke I
had with my usual ka-kees from MDH. The pretty
girls from MDH rawks. =))

But round two was better than dinner. Zouk.
HAHA, yes. Zouk, velvet and wine bar. The whole
place was basically filled with citibankers from CSQ,
CSD, PWP, MDH, PRG, ESP.

And yes, free entry to citibankers and all. BITCH we
all had a drinking time and I've seen people that I
thought don't club but they do. WTF. I was shocked.

PowerHouse tonight?

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 2:21 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.