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:Friday, November 30, 2007:

With love and in memory,

I pray not for a lighter load, but a stronger back to carry a heavier load.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 1:37 PM| |

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:Tuesday, November 27, 2007:

not now.


just not now.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:52 PM| |

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:Sunday, November 25, 2007:

I missed Disney.

Thank god I'll be visiting all of them after Christmas
in Hongkong!

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 3:58 PM| |

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:Thursday, November 22, 2007:








where's all my soul sisters,

lemme hear ya flow sisters.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:42 PM| |

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:Sunday, November 18, 2007:

I feel like a damn fool. Why bother taking about things
when you have already pictured the outcome. When
you just want the resolution to be what you perceive.

Then in this case, you just fucking hurt me more and
change my impression of you worst.

Then why bother starting it in the first place.

Stop being influenced by some bitch and grow some balls.
And stand up for yourself and not some fucking pastor or
priest.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 5:11 PM| |

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:Saturday, November 17, 2007:

Blog post deleted because of some whiny flirt.


| Stripped and Lusted 1:44 PM| |

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:Thursday, November 15, 2007:

And that things has come to be. Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend. I saw the end before we begun.

So I took the longer way home and started pondering
about the things that has been happening all around.

With empty taxis driving pass me desperately looking
for just that one soul that they could pickup. What if
life would be just that 1 empty taxi driving around finding
for the 1 right soul.

I know your fears, but you don't know mine. Goodbye
my lover, goodbye my friend. You have been the one.

If within the next 5 minutes could change your life
forever, would you take the risk.
For the benefit of life, why are all my tarot readings the
same.

So I took a walk. And it took my soul out into the night.
Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.
Cause each time I try to draw you near, you pull away
in fear. Your lies have fallen through your shield and come
to light.

Goodbye my lover, Goodbye my friend.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:58 AM| |

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:Sunday, November 11, 2007:

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world.
When your heart's heavy.
I will lift it up for you.

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard.
If silence keeps you.
I will break it for you.

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved.
Don't give up
Cause you are loved.

Don't give up
Its just the hurt that you hide inside.
When you're lost inside
I will be there to find you.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:54 PM| |

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:Saturday, November 10, 2007:

Well I heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
Well it goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall and the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
she tied you to her kitchen chair
And she broke your throne and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Well, baby I've been here before
I know this room and I've walked this floor
I used to love alone before I knew ya
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Well maybe there's a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who'd OUT DREW YA
And its not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and its a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

find me a way back to my life.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 1:27 PM| |

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:Friday, November 09, 2007:

Now, lets draw the line.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 4:16 PM| |

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:Thursday, November 08, 2007:

Lush and High Maintenance.

Really?

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 4:46 PM| |

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:Monday, November 05, 2007:

I think I am weak. Too weak.

And I chose not to get influenced.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:05 PM| |

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:Sunday, November 04, 2007:

The past week at school was boring. The holidays have
moved it and so has work.

Things have been taking their cause in action and
sometimes, I just hope everything would be okay.

Its times like these where I wish I could run away from
the world, and settle at a quiet, peaceful place. Just enjoying
the night breeze over looking the river.

A serious Thank you for it. And good luck.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:16 PM| |

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:Thursday, November 01, 2007:

"If I lay here. If I just lay here, would you lie with me and
just forget the world.

I don't quite know. How to say, how I feel.

Those 3 words are said too much, but not enough.

If I lay here. If I just lay here, would you lie with me and
just forget the world.

Forget what we're told. Before we get too old, show me
a garden thats bursting into life.

Lets waste time, chasing cars, around our heads. I need
your grace, to read my needs, to find my own."

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:07 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.