:Sunday, July 31, 2005:
.: sunday :.a day has passed..
not a reali good one...
wells, sch's tmr..
time to go back to being benji..
35 more days to go...
i foresee that i'll be really busy,
with SLC camp coming up...
damn..
will not be able to spend the weekends with my family already..
gng have camp with my team for the expedition..
well, after everything that has happened today..
i'll close one eye..
and i do not know whats with pplz and having no confidence..
plz man, if u dunn have confidence in yrself
and that u have alot to hide,
fark off and get lost..
dunn waste my time askin u...
many ppl has been asking me who sang the song that is on my blog..
well, to answer that, its mariah carey..yea...
so, if u wan the song,
er..find my msn then..
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 9:32 PM| |
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.: Can't Take That Away :.uploaded a song to my blog..
with the help of angelfire..
the song title is *Can't Take That Away*
hope u peeps will like the song..
this was the song that kenneth played...
wells, its a new beginning...
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 4:11 PM| |
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.: pissed :.surprisingly, now its not my friends that i'm pissed and disappointed with..
its my relatives...
actually, its juz one auntie, one uncle and one of their pathetic deform child..
ok, so i wanna name them...
my aunt has the name of jessie and my uncle by the name of simon..and their pathetic son by the name of gabriel..
ok, so, come on, i have to tell my family abt me gng on that expedition rite?
yea, so i didnt wanna tell this family becoz i noe that they always give nonsense and crap comments...
and true enough..they did...
my mum had to open her mouth to tell them..
and their family had to be one 1st ones to be so un-supportive..
and i find that they dunn have brains..
my aunt jessie is a tcher and i think she is one of the most dumbest one there is...
i mean, who said that ppl in sri lanka eat BETTLES and their EYEBALLS will POP OUT and ROLL??
i mean, DO U EVEN HAVE BRAINS TO THINK THAT THE EYEBALLS OF BETTLES ARE SO BLARDY SMALL TO EVEN SEE THEM POP OUT?
o, i forgot..u dunn have a brain to start off with...
bitch...
and their pathetic deform child by the name of gabriel is only 10 years old and so blardy rude..
he had to say that they eat spiders...hello?? brat..shut up..this does not concern u...so fark off!
i'm too pissed to say anything more...lets see wat i can tonight...
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 2:48 PM| |
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:Saturday, July 30, 2005:
.: expected :.just got back frm my grams..
and i got my expected answer..
haha..it was damn funny at dinner..
i had to let the cat out of the bag abt the sri lanka expedition thing to my grams..
can u imagine their dumb-founded looks on their faces..
haha...it was damn funny lar...
so i had to tell them the cost of the trip and when i'll be gng..and the medical fees...
then my grams went, if only strike 4D so easy...kanna u...
haha...she is soo0 rite lar!
coming to think abt it...
hmmm....now wat will my aunts and uncle say?
haha...its time to imagine the looks on their faces!
they see me like the kind of rich and sit ard kinda ppl...
wat an insult lar!
haha...then later,
my grams was saying it was nice there in sri lanka yadadadadadada
and i was wanting to raise the qns whether i could go home already..
i'm so tired...
but at least my headache has stopped for the time being...
will not be watching movie with roy later already...
he happened to get called back to HP for night shifts of some project...
its ok..anyway i'm damn tired...
wells, hope that i can go orchard again..
as u all know, i'm reli tired and stressed over that shit thing...
so, yea...wish me luck!
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 9:36 PM| |
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.: happy :.ok, now i'm happy...
like finally already man..
dunn have to think abt that sri lanka expedition anymore..
and, more and more pplz are supporting and encouraging me to go already..
damn..i'm oN!
juz had lunch with my dad's side relatives..
suxs man the food...
it was like crap!
but thk god that my cousin was there..
if not i'll confirm be bored to death..
haha...
may go out tonight for a midnight show..
anyone wanna join?? only tonight sia..
gng with my cousin and my sista..
at bishan GV...thats like the nearest...
my headaches are still coming...
been like 4 days in a role already..
i hope that after the sri lanka expedition thing is off my mind,
i'll have beta slp and everything..
but yesterday night i couldnt slp again..
woke up so many times..
and juz now during lunch,
it came again...
mayb its the weather ba...
suxs...
will be gng to my grams later..
wait till they hear the news of me gng over for the expedition..
haha..
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 3:20 PM| |
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:Friday, July 29, 2005:
.: Nope..no regretts :.just came back frm changi..
had a great dinner at SAF club..
thks dad..
well, its comfirm...
i went for the meeting after all and i didnt regret it..
thk god i'm not in the same team as MAODE!!
ahaha..
the comfirm departure date for my team will be 4th sept..
while the next team will be leaving on the 9th sept...
wells, seems kinda fun now...
hope that i will not regret again...
see the positive side then...
but, the cons...
i will have to go for 6 injections before i leave...
and i have to get melaria pills for 6 weeks!
arg!!
all these medical cost will be like 200bucks already..
wells, its for the better then...will be able to experience
stuffs that i dunn usually get to experience.
its gonna be a real eye opener...
wish me luck ya..
1mth to departure..
so much things, so lil time..
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 10:09 PM| |
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.: All the same :.presentation today was great...
mayb becoz i was in same team as Zizi..
haha...she's funny during presentation today...
happy tree friends...and the 5th P...crap sia..
anyways, i think that our team did great!
rawk on peeps..
the sri lanka trip thing has been on my mind the whole day..
morning, during branch...now...
but i have made up my mind to go for the meeting later...
well, wat do i have to lose besides my hols during sept?
nahz..i'm reli tired...
my brain is gng bust soon..headaches...
was reading zach's blog juz now..
and i have to agree with him man...
AJs are always the same...
i'm sick of this life..
all i can do is to keep runnin...
zach, bro..we need to chat man..i'm sick of this shit..
i think you are too..
crap..
and the point goes out to all who dunno me again, as i said b4..
if u dunno me, dunn judge me...
eat it..
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 3:53 PM| |
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.: confused :.slp rather late last night...
was watching the OC and thinking abt that sri lanka thing..
couldnt really slp..
toked to bonson for awhile and somehow,
raised the question on me gng to sri lanka le..
he is also supporting me to go le..
crap..now, i have my whole family + him..
god..wat shd i do...
Was damn slpy on the bus this morning...
and sort of thinking abt the sri lanka thing again..
shd i or shd i not...it needs a lot of committment and i'm not sure whether i'm prepared..
only 40 pplz where selected and i happened to be one of them.
there will be a meeting later at 4.30pm..
shd i even go?
i heard that the faci's were very gain on grabbing me for this trip..
y?Y?
dunn tell me RP faci's really have a crush on me..
damn man...
my life is starting to sux..
i'm making wrong decisions...
don't think i'll be slping soundly anymore...
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 10:07 AM| |
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:Thursday, July 28, 2005:
.: if only :.damn, there is bad news...
i juz checked my mail from RP...
and guess what..
i got selected to go to sri lanka..
if only...
if only striking 4D was that easy..
i bet its maode...
damn..
haha...
i went down town after school today with zizi and some of them..
she had this job interview thing,
so farhana and i went with her...
damn its boring..
town is becoming a shitty place already man...
crap...tmr is gng to be another boring day...
its basic science module tmr...
i mean, what comes better then basic science??
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 8:50 PM| |
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.: fallen 4? :.woke up very early today..
sort of couldnt slp le..
woke up at 3am...then again at 4am...
found my dad also wake at 4+..damn..could slp..
saw bonson's msg...then went back to slp..
woke up at 6.30am...realized that the blardy aircon was so cold..
the windows were all frosted..
have no been slpin well these few days..
dunno y...
there is too much things on my mind i guess..
the week is almost to an end already..
damn, i cant wait for weekends..
i'm still not sure whether to go for that sri lanka thing..
its during sept..
juz wonder why my friends keep askin so much..
i mean, my personal life...
tats my prob...stop asking...
it has nothing to do with u lar..
love is love...
keep asking for wat...
maybe everything should juz end lar...
there is nothing more to say le..
i'm the one that caused everything...its ok..
my dad will be sending my sis and i overseas anyway..
so much for tat..
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 10:31 AM| |
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:Wednesday, July 27, 2005:
.: Laughter :.took the train back with farhana today...
she was gonna meet her friend at sengkang...
it was on the way, so i accompanied her to take the mrt...
presentation today suxed...
RJ today suxed...
i'm falling apart man!
sighs*
i realized that i shd carry on with my life and not let ppl hold me down..
i will not worry abt the past..
i will try to move on..
after all, look at me...
look at my frenz at skool...
they totally rawk me..
its sad that we will have to part soon..
but, its ok...i guess that we will still keep in contact..
dunn think i wanna go for that sri lanka thing already..
family committments come 1st..sorries...
my grams 50th anni is commin up during that period..
was toking to bonson like almost the whole day today...
there is alot to tok abt..haha..yea...
keep tokin..keep tokin...
prays that friday will be a 1/2 day yea!
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 8:22 PM| |
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.: its getting cold in here :.SBS service was on my side today..
153 and 132 buses came together...
so i juz got off 153 and got on 132..
reached sch damn early today...abt 0815..
tats early..and there is UT today...
sighs...i think cannot make it already for UT...
gng fail enterprise again...cries*!
juz read some bitch's blog juz now..
u juz think that u r right arnt u?
i have lost all respect and trust in you bitch..
i cancelled plans with my friends to go watch movie with u peeps and in the end u back out first..
wat the hell was i suppose to do for the rest of the day..
blardy bitch..think on that...
u do not know wat yr messing with..
u can bite? big deal..
i'm charmed bitch...
i can hex and curse..
dunn come too close and watch it..droopy boobs!
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 11:40 AM| |
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:Tuesday, July 26, 2005:
.: regretted :.got back not too long ago..
had to wait in sch for some interview..
abt gng to sri lanka...
damn man..
i'm regretting it...
mayb i shdnt go...
but it sounds interesting...
was in sch till like 6...
then took a bus back and it blardy took like 1hr+...
was toking to dom juz now...
think he is gng call me again later yea..
haha...
did nothing much today..
there is UT tmr..enterprise...maode...
didnt go watch red candy today...
hope to watch it..
there is seriously something wrong man..
wrong with the class..
we're falling apart so soon...
someone do something..
| Stripped and Lusted 8:49 PM| |
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.: slack :.Woke up late today...
had to rush..thank god when i reached the bus stop,
my bus came..*phew..
did nothing in class today..
reli bored and confused...
i'm not sure of myself..should i? or should i not..
i'm waiting for that someone to tell me the answer..
was toking to bonson the whole morning today..
apparently he is on hols..
damn lucky...
spoke to farhana abt my prob too..
i really dunno wat to chose..
its difficult..
but then again,
i have to face this problem infront of me all alone..
there is no one next to me anymore..
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 12:52 PM| |
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:Monday, July 25, 2005:
.: chio :.got my new hair cut already...
cost like $40 bucks man...
haha...but its nice..
bonson is rushing me to get the pics up..
nahz la!
haha...yea, spend my whole day at my aunts...
helped zach checked for this ticket prices...
and damn it rain...
bought the i do i do VCD...
gng watch later...
my godma says its nice..ha
we shall see..
benji
| Stripped and Lusted 6:49 PM| |
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.: budget :.Wakes early today le..
finally, will be gng to my aunt's travel agency later..
mayb help out abit here and there...
well, after all, most of my family's air tics all got frm there,
so anyone out there,
i can get for u!
with good price!
wahaha...
juz tot of wat i'll be spending on later..
hmm...
hair cut = $40
Harry Potter book = $40
Movie(red candy) = $7 (maybe)
Bus concession = $ 52
my, that would be like $139 in a day..
shit...who is willing to help me...
i need cash..
cash..
cash..
woo hoo, its time to go out!
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 10:52 AM| |
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:Sunday, July 24, 2005:
.: an idol :.friends.
what are they?
ppl who u can share anything with?
now, again,
R u sure?
now, i know who are my friends.
the rest are just a waste of time..
even the smallest things that you do count..
but to them,
its like a grain of sand on the beach..
wat are they?
nothing?
emptiness?
u reflect on that..
if YOU know who YOU are..
dunn show up infront of me anymore..
Benji
Got this pic of my dog..
cute huh..haha..
got this pic juz now after bath..
dunno y..
so dunn ask..
benji
| Stripped and Lusted 10:30 PM| |
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.: Hi Fuck Face :.
now at my grams..
kinda boring now that everyone is slpin..
having their naps and everything..
someone is gng to leave me soon..
and i know of it..
i hate that someone..
get lost fuck face..
tot of gng to cut my hair at lawrence tmr..
not sure whether i wanna spend 40 bucks in my hair..
still considering..
been spending like hell lately..
gng to continue thinking...
juz thinking..
so, to you,
bye Fuck Face!
thanks for reading!
Benji
| Stripped and Lusted 3:50 PM| |
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.: Alone at home :.
I cant wait to get out of home.
I'll be shifting soon anyways,
i think i cant live in the same hse as my mum..
sometimes she and my sista can be such bitches
that i cant take it..
and even, sometimes my dad cant take her..my mum that is..
yest in malaysia already something happened between her and me..
i think she is courting death trying to play with me..
fark off bitch..dunn come show yr attitude in my face..
and there is something abt poly ppl that i cant take too..
that is they blardy cant make up their blardy minds..
did i regret not gng overseas?
i wonder...
| Stripped and Lusted 12:01 PM| |
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:Saturday, July 23, 2005:
.: A one day thing :.
Today i had to totally unwillingly get up frm my meeting
with my dream pals to go to malaysia
with my parents and relatives...
arg...damn it was boring...
wanted to go down town to meet my peeps today...
but becoz of my strict family..
blah! cant...
Got to take a pic in the car while waiting in the blardy
jam gng into JB..damn long...
O, and if u didnt know, my
fav colours are Orange, White and Black!
Ha..tat's y i chose to wear orange today..yea..
Got back to my grams quite late today..see the time!!
Thats nightmare at a haunted hse on Kings Rd..
argh...with one light on..
ha..kwel..gotta go le..gettin late..
and lastly,
sorries to my peeps and cherin..
cant go town and club today...
some other time ba..
-.-
-.-
benji
| Stripped and Lusted 11:50 PM| |
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:Friday, July 22, 2005:
Not so great day at sch
.: Not so great day at sch :.
Took pics in class today..
with presentations and all
was in same team as jamie...again..
haha..but hey, today she isnt that bad...
not as bad as shu yi i guess..
got this pic taken as a try out of the cam..
chio rite that auntie?
but she got a steady~..
haha...just dunn be too slow jamie...
and then, the bullying started..argg...
this is what jamie decided...it was her idea man...
and zizi and shu yi helped her..
and this was zizi's idea..
haha..we were suppose to go down town..but..
change of plans..sad...
dunn u think zizi look like RU HUA?
and i always get bullied by the girls in my class..
and i always get bullied by the girls in my class..
Zizi aka Natre (Shutter) she is the worst...
pain pain...crap..
and my ear was red...this was taken by jamie...
STA student has great camera skills ya..
This is blardy hell how red my ear was..
This is blardy hell how red my ear was..
and jamie also when to twist it...
ouch..
Zizi aka Natre...pull my ear again lo..
thats my stuffs nexts to me..
something we need everyday in RP..
except the ear pulling my the girls..
and stop with the "benji has no ass" thing!!
argg...u all r driving me nuts!!
and this, Zizi also did the twist and pull my ear..
-ouch-
-.-
| Stripped and Lusted 9:50 PM| |
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Great pains frm Zizi and Ninja Shalini..
crap..
ear pain le..
| Stripped and Lusted 10:41 AM| |
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:Thursday, July 21, 2005:
natre!!
damn, shalini went to pull my ear again when i gng back..
with that blardy shu yi lah..
keep saying pull pull..
then she also go to redhill mrt there and pull...
kaoZ...
rachel, serene, zizi, shu yi etc!!
u all!!...=p
say i got no ass...
i noe y le...
becoz my ass not as big as yrs mahz..
yrs all bigger then mine..
*hee*
pull pull..tml comfirm kanna again...
| Stripped and Lusted 7:05 PM| |
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my butt..
first thing come to class today got wack by rachel...
crapp...then later is Zizi..crap sia..
then all the girls was like saying i had no ass...
damn..i really got no ass mehz..
*sobs*
and all the RP facilitator just have a crush on me lah!
no fair..of all ppl to kanna, is always me sia..
first was ah heng, now is MaoDE!!
crap sia..
*boo*
thinking of pon-ing class on monday..
penguin say that module will be difficult..
its time for me to be naughty le..
pon and start pon-ing..
| Stripped and Lusted 10:47 AM| |
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:Wednesday, July 20, 2005:
a power..
Realizing u had a power?i had mine..
check out the link
<http://quizilla.com/users/PainfulBliss/quizzes/What%20Power%20is%20Compatible%20With%20You?>
Your power is: Mind Control
Explanation: Your brain is highly
evolved and has learned to communicate with
others. This makes you able to control peoples
thoughts since their brains hasn't evolved as
much as yours and can't fight back. And that
way you can make people do stuff without
complaining. In good purposes it can be used to
convince the "villian" to give up.
But in bad purposes they can use it to gain
anything, by for example convince people to
give all their money to the mind controller.
The power fits you since you have the need to
be in control and boss around. It's nothing
personal, you just like to have everyone under
your eye. That's because you don't know where
you have everyone else and don't know if they
are going to betray you and stay by your side.
That can also lead to you being jealous. It's
all to hide your insecurity. You can also be
competitive and feel like you have to prove
yourself. Sometimes you can also act
immaturely, which can also be entertaining for
your friends. You are also protective and don't
like is someone trash-talks your friends.
Negative aspects: Your bossyness can get
out of hand and your jealousy can scare people
away. This is not intentional but can happen
all the same.
| Stripped and Lusted 10:15 PM| |
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piano..
played tong hua at library for serene to hear today..kaoZ, so many pairs of eyes staring..
see wat see lahz...
nv see someone play tong hua b4 mehz..
nabei..
met shiyun jie today after skool..
when to chill at deli..
crappy food there...regretted...
we talked and walked all the way to PS..
then she has to go to collect some tuition fee as some bitch didnt wanna play...
wait she dunn pay i'm gng call my pplz down settle with her in INDONESIA sia..
think she can run there and hide..
i will find you.
Bought my new pair of formal wear shoes today..
crap i'm broke..
i need cash...
i need cash...
who can cash me up?
| Stripped and Lusted 8:03 PM| |
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:Monday, July 18, 2005:
where where can i be?
i wonder where will my next destination be.Auntie M and Uncle G was really hoping that sista sandra and i could go over to YVR BC Canada during the sept hols..
But, we cant..i got my grams 50th anni plans on my hands..
i'm tied down flat on this occasion..
Will have to plan the stuffs and programs out with my cuz..
i really wanna go to bangkok..damn..
There are far to many things to do there..like eat!
god the food..i love the food..
there are so many places that i wanna go...korea (again), Australia, New Zealand, London, BC Canada, New York and China (Shanghai) and maybe Hongkong. I wanna go to all these places..i wanna travel the whole and be away from all the troubles and problems that love me so much..
go away...
leave me alone..
i wan my Natre..
Natre Natre...
| Stripped and Lusted 9:45 PM| |
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"Morris, you did not raise your hand. Therefore, your hidous comment shall be striken off my record."Reflect on this.
I love this statement..
It makes me laugh..
O, and Rachel,
for god's sake,
Don't make me sit on your face till chicken nut bread.
I will make sure Zizi sits on my shoulders.
| Stripped and Lusted 8:48 PM| |
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:Sunday, July 17, 2005:
comments..
I have lost faith in you.
Its time for you u restore that..
i can't believe u made me give u another chance..
wat the blardy hell..
since u want it so bad..
i pity you..
make use of it..
u do not know what i am capable of..
no one noes.. except one person..
now that we are back together,
back to normal,
i'm enjoying it.
wateva, this blog is getting crappy by the min..
fark it!
| Stripped and Lusted 10:22 PM| |
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pokemon.
my grams 50th anni is approaching...damn its fast...and my cuz and i have not even started planning anything..
damn..
yesterday, i read an entry of my blog to dominic,
he said since when i became poetic in blogging..
well, after wat kenn did to me...
blardy hell...
but wells, its ok now...
there is nothing much to blogg these days.
i feel so alonely..
the only thing that i'm looking forward to now is to go to sch..
the people i meet in poly is damn so much beta then in sec sch,
where i dunn have to see edison teo...my god...u shd see his frenzters..
sec sch pplz are crap pieces of shit...
i hate them coming to think of it now..
it suxs to the core of life...
non of them in sec sch are matured..
at least now, i feel beta...
gng to sch and all...
there are beta pplz in poly..
| Stripped and Lusted 10:15 AM| |
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:Thursday, July 14, 2005:
too extreme?
shiyun jie told me that my blog is very different from who i actually am..she also said that i too extreme..
although one may not be who he seems to be,
he happens to be a different person totally...
he doesnt open,
he cant open...
its too difficult for him to open..
he is not wat he seems to be..
ppl keep judging him..
problems and troubles juz like him so much..
they come once the previous one leaves..
there is nothing that he can do..
there is nothing anyone can do..
he has gone to far into the darkness of the desert to turn back..
he has fell too far down the well to see daylight at the top..
he has given up on all hope that is given to him..
he has seen more then wat others can see..
he has felt more then wat others felt..
he has done the things that other didnt expect him to do..
and if u think that u can judge him by what u think,
u and juz fark off as u do not know that he gng through now..
he is left with nothing but anger and alonliness in him..
he is on the verge of breaking and no one has tried to glue him back..
he refused to let ppl see who he truthly is..
he is afraid of what they might say or do..
talking is talking but do they really know what is going on?
and finally,
that HE,
is ME.
| Stripped and Lusted 9:00 PM| |
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not gng blog alot nowadays...
there is nothing happy to say..
everything that comes frm me is already bad..
there is always the return of the X..
and so happens, its now.
kenn is gng to get me clothes later frm topman...
cant believed that we carried matching bag...
*blah*
| Stripped and Lusted 11:22 AM| |
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:Tuesday, July 12, 2005:
remember this way..
Remember me by this pic..
for the final
so go away.
| Stripped and Lusted 8:35 PM| |
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winter
too much winter..
too little sunlight..
= left with nothing but
emptiness and loneliness..
i prefer to feel this way..
i had some tot's yesterday night..
abt my future..
am i ready?
to face this reality?
this world?
i cant..but i have too..
i listened to a song,
that made me teared..
juz one song..
to explain everything that has happened...
there are things tat you dunno abt me..
and therefore, u cant judge me...
if u want me, take me..
if u dunn want me, leave me..
...scram..
| Stripped and Lusted 10:48 AM| |
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:Monday, July 11, 2005:
i have to be alone
i have to be alone..
i need time..
the reason is that i have to think things through..
i'm tired, i'm sick and i'm lost..
frenz, peeps, bros, sista,
i beg you..
to let me be...
its not 'that' time of the month..
but i juz have to be alone..
i need to think..
there is something wrong with me..
and i'm not sure..
sometimes, its being alone,
where i feel beta and sort of peace..
no one to care abt,
no one to care 4 me
juz me, myself and i..
there is nothing to tok abt anymore..
i have nothing to say to anyone anymore..
dunn ask how i am..
i will not reply any sms..
i will not ans any calls..
i will reply anyone on msn..
and i will do wateva i juz said..
...period...
| Stripped and Lusted 10:41 AM| |
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:Sunday, July 10, 2005:
tired..loss..depressed.
i'm once again so tired..
so lost..very lost...
everything is not gng my way now..
once again,
everything is becoming too real..
i do not wanna face reality..
i juz wanna be me..
i do not wanna carry on...
not like this..
i'm tired...
i reli am...
and i'm lost..
there are so many things i wanna do..
but yet lack the energy..
lack the spirit....
i'm juz waiting b4 i,
can leave for auz once again..
to drop all the strings here..
i reali cant take anymore..
no more..
i wanna leave this place..
i wanna leave this place so bad..
i need a break..
before i start to break..
a break away frm this place..
loss..tired...depressed..done with.
and finally..
benji
| Stripped and Lusted 3:36 PM| |
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::
dardar sick le
today woke up damn late..i juz woke up only..
was reli damn tired yesterday..
slpt like a bardy pig...haha...
then dar wake me up damn early...
see the msg then go back slp..
haha...
gng my grams later...
dar is getting frm bad to worst already..
today gng dar muz confirm go see doctor..
if not i'm not happy liaoZ..
dunn think i gng out today liAoz...
the weather is like some sick shit that wants to get us all sick...
damn u weather!
| Stripped and Lusted 12:48 PM| |
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:Saturday, July 09, 2005:
the whole day..
wokes early today..
had to meet dom for breakfast at serangoon macs..
in the end, everything was delayed and we only met at 10 am..
then after that we went down to PS..
there were to many stgab's students at macs already..
spend like the whole day in PS Yamaha..
bought new book...
then whole day msg deardear already..
hp now resting charging..
haha...
then dom came over to my grams and had dinner there...
then now he at my place playing piano liao..
he is a pro piano player lorZ..
beta then me liAoz..
| Stripped and Lusted 9:55 PM| |
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:Friday, July 08, 2005:
alone again
sch finally gng end liaOz..
boriNg..
was tokin to dada juz now..
dada gng to chalet liAoZ..
crap..let me alone sIa..
not gng to grams liAoz..
sHe go KaKee hse play today..
so later gng home..
go home also sIanZ..
today presentation i think ok ba..
lucky nv zhao..
but nv eat breakfast and lunch..
i think dada not happy..
sorry kk?
| Stripped and Lusted 3:51 PM| |
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::
haha..pinky
today kelson LG wear pink liaoZz,
haha..got another person to join pinky club..
Serene is gonna blame me for the pinky stuffs liaOz.
today was crap..
UT VB suxed to the core..
i think comfirm CMI lorZ..
then wear codes for today is lock cock again..
haha...slippers rawks..
so much easier..
my mum was saying,
"how come today wear slippers again!!"
later gng to NP fetch my cuz..
kelson LG go home liaoZ bah..
benji
| Stripped and Lusted 10:15 AM| |
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:Thursday, July 07, 2005:
kinki kids
Reach home damn late today...
like 5.30..cant slp..
sch also ended like shit late today...[enterprise]
was tokin to kelson online lor..
in sch..
then saying who is more lazy..haha
i won!!
i more lazy..hee*
then, at home i intro my mum the tong hua song..
then now she keep playing on the piano..
haha..
all my fault now the neighbourhood so noisy!!
*sobs*
tml friday already...
my sec sch ppl wan me go town..
very sianz...whole day town..
then tml i wearing slipper somemoree...haha
naughty naughty...
friday finally slackin time..
but tml is basic science..
dunno whether serene wanna zhao not..
we made a pact to zhao one day together...
haha..
if tml serene zhao then
i also zhao liao..
dunn care...
basic science i reli buay ta han already...
| Stripped and Lusted 8:45 PM| |
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late:.:.:
was late for sch today again..crap..wat has happened to me..
argg!!...the damn bus driver for 153 is damn slow sia..
wonder whether he has passed or not...
i guess tat class today is gonna be fun..
or i hope..
very unpredictable...
yup.. unpredictable...
kelson changed his blogskin twice in one day!!
kAoZ..haha..now even nicer already..
| Stripped and Lusted 9:25 AM| |
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:Wednesday, July 06, 2005:
fark off mel.
proud taitai,
pplz can have their comments,
but dunn come to my blog and tag all yr shit here..
if u think pink is gay,
then i'll tell u that i'm not straight either..
get a life and fuck off..
for god's sake,
use yr fucking brains and think,
abt what u say..
i didnt ask u come here and tag my blog...
its my blog and i put my pic here,
what is fucking wrong with that?
there are times where i placed pics of my family in korea,
which u didnt see,
then come here and fucking comment..
fuck off bitch!
| Stripped and Lusted 2:04 PM| |
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pinky and me
reached sch late today..
shit..there was UT gng on..
decided to wear pink today..
dunno y..
mayb becoz serene hates guys in pink..
hhaa..
slp damn late yesterday..
12+..
was watching stairway to heaven..
teared like mad..
but i was a nice show..
makes me wanna realized tat life is unpredictable..
very unpredictable..
| Stripped and Lusted 9:40 AM| |
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:Tuesday, July 05, 2005:
tong hua
After bath..crap..
--------- N ---------
after watching the tong hua MTV,
i teared.
I have felt the feeling of someone u loved leaving...
u juz wonder y the world is so cruel.
it juz makes me wanna keep my peeps closer..
it juz makes me how much they are worth..
------- N-------
was tired after sch today..
slept when i came back today..
tot of painting my nails black..
shd i?
btw, wats Bhb?
Bhb ------> BIg hoRse BrEast rite?
| Stripped and Lusted 9:40 PM| |
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prefect in black
i juz realized that i look totally prefect in black.
Will be wearing pink tml..
serene will hate me for doing that...
haha...
she hates guys in pink..
blah!
GUru didnt catch me for wearing slippers today..
haha..thks god..
i think that he has given up hope,
on catching students wearing slippers..
did ok for my UT..
hopefully for the rest..
| Stripped and Lusted 1:28 PM| |
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lock cock..
wokes late today...
i cant believe myself..
i left the hse and my dad was walking up,
he saw wat i was wearing...
i was wear,
torn 3/4,
slippers,
and a polo shirt...
my god..
come join the lock cock club..
my dad went,
today no sch?
then as i was leaving again,
i laughed..
| Stripped and Lusted 9:41 AM| |
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:Monday, July 04, 2005:
Guns and Talks
Seriously slacked throughout class today..not very proud abt..
was watching Guns & Talks..some Korean Movie,
slackin in msn, till the day is finally over..
After that..was chilling in class after Lessons ended..
toked to dom and zach on msn...
then dean started rushing us to pack to go pool..
but there was no pool the whole day..
boring day...
was walking and chillin in orchard..
met some of my X students frm stgabs..
hated it..
| Stripped and Lusted 11:16 PM| |
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::nights::
slp late yesterday..was on the phone till like 1 +..
shit man...damn tired now..
crappy class today is boring..
VB..suxs man...
was at cartel yesterday till like 11+,
then slacked backed home..
dom didnt join us..
haiZ~~..
i'll try to stop using too many F words now..
but Blardy can rite??
rach is getting high today..
too much sugar in the blood muz be..
| Stripped and Lusted 11:10 AM| |
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:Sunday, July 03, 2005:
gabriel
there is a gay freak named gabriel,which blardy fark i wanna kill!!
wo yao chia si ta!!
juz came back frm PS...
will be gng to cartel garden later..i hope...
dom may wanna join us...
Somehow or rather,
i find that adults are the most uncilvised, barbaric and
2pid creatures in the world!
damn u adults..
| Stripped and Lusted 5:32 PM| |
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.:irritations:.
somehow or rather,
pplz under estimate me..
ppl like chok,
u do not know wat the fark i can do,
dunn try me..
u think that becoz u returned frm london,
u blardy know fark abt everything?
fark u!
U dunn noe me anymore,
the old me is gone ass...
too many ppl say that i have changed..
and i'm starting to feel that..
dunn mess with wat u do NOT know..
dunn come barking up the wrong tree..
| Stripped and Lusted 12:25 PM| |
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:Saturday, July 02, 2005:
heated..
...got back frm HarbourFront Mall,the way my grams spend money is fierce man...
OMG, $900 bucks in a go?!
haha...plz grams, slowly sia..
wonder how asses can always be asses...
if u dunn wanna tok to me,
then fark off,
dunn say 'harloes' then fark disappear and give excuses..
shit u sia..
U noe who u are..
i dunn need frenz like u..
blardy fark!
| Stripped and Lusted 8:30 PM| |
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forgiveness
...gng down to HabourFront Mall later..
with my grams..
somehow or rather,
kenn, u ahve a magic,
that makes me wanna 4give u...
y!!..
u evil kid...
haha...
i'll nv believe pplz who say that they will call me back again..
they always lie...
u noe who u r...
they juz farkin say that they will call u back,
but they juz dunn..
i have lost respect for these group of ppl in my life..
| Stripped and Lusted 1:40 PM| |
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:Friday, July 01, 2005:
Our War..
let it rest..let it rest..
but a scar will always be left there..
baby, there will be a time,
that i will take no more..
will u be the one to push me there..
to that extent.
will u?
--------------------------------------
did some thinking while on the way back frm my grams..
was wondering whether it was worth it..
or is all this juz a part of yet another game..
| Stripped and Lusted 11:20 PM| |
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::
separated..
yr problems will now be yr probs..
mine will be mine...
if u farking think that u have farking so much prob..
that is yr prob...
dunn put it on me..
everything is my fault..
shit u..core to u..
stop asking me abt my probs..
if u wanna help,
don't...
do me a favor and fark off
| Stripped and Lusted 1:43 PM| |
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::
...speechless...
i'm utterly speechless..the way people view me..
like i'm kinda shit LAB RAT...
fark the lab rat..
if u think that tokin to me is a chore,
then fark off...
dunn tok to me..
i dunn need to tok to u..
blardy fark off..
| Stripped and Lusted 10:35 AM| |
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