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:Thursday, July 05, 2007:

My mood's all messed up. I feel so messed up. Everything
that I have done for, means so little. So little in a way it
made me realize how much I hate you. I hate you.
My heart's sinking and my tears falling. There's no point
in explaining anything. You're not worth my precious time.

I want to sit alone and stare at the sky, counting the stars
while drowning booze and taking my ciggies. I hate everything
that is going around me. Sometimes, I just sit and wonder
what the fuck am I doing. Sit and think to myself who am
I? Cause the time has come when I look at myself in the
mirror but the only thing that is wrong, is that the reflection in
it isn't me.

No one else will know these lonely dreams, no one else will
know that part of me. I'll sit alone forever to wait for the right
time. Then I'll prolly disappear into the night's fading light.
shit you emo benji.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 9:06 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.