:Sunday, June 10, 2007:

So after hours and hours of watching Janice Dickinsons
on Youtube. I finally got bored and I was feeling bitchy
the way she has been.
I swear, Janice Dickinsons Modeling Agency is a natural
gay show. Everything about her is so gay. lol.



I've been walking the streets of Orchard Road the past
2 days feeling rather different. I've managed to come
to be myself removing the plastic covering on the outside.
Away from that wretched building and away from that
life everyone wants to have and wants to be in.

Fact stated and fact made, once in everyone's life, they
want to be in the limelight. But whether is it sustainable
or not, is totally a different story. I've managed to see that
relationships are nothing but a mere status of caring
for one another in a domestic partnership.

Having being in a failure relationship which took me for a
hell of an emotional roller coaster which totally changed
me, having realized it now from the people that are closest
to me that its not worth it. Boyfriends will be boyfriends
and friends will be friends.

But the people that stick to you in times of needs are actually
not boyfriends. Its the later.

But I can't help but feel one thing.
Ultimately, he's Gucci and I am target.

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 9:35 AM| |

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