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:Thursday, June 28, 2007:

Sitting with a friend on the 26th floor rooftop could have
never been even more emotional. With 23 playing on my
Ipod, I've been thinking yet again. I feel intoxicated. Looking
into the night's sky, pondering whats going to happen
to me if I were to carry on my life the way it seems.
No it isn't looking very bright at the moment.

Life is going to catch up with me and bang me on the
head saying "you're out". The cool night's breeze caressed
my cheeks and I sat there, feeling so alone. so alone.
It felt great. I wanted to cry. I don't know why.
Life has been too rough now I don't see the good things
in it anymore.

With so many things happening around me, we never stop
to see how much people put in just to get into one's good side
even to the extreme of killing one another. We've been
blinded by the lust and greeds of what we want till we don't
bother who friends are or are not anymore. I want to be free.
I want to be free. Before everything catches up with me
and I'll loose my breath before everything goes blank.

I wanna walk the beaches at night with my elder just
talking about everything under the sky and shouting out
loud just to get everything out of my mind.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:40 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.