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:Tuesday, May 15, 2007:

I was sitting all alone in the bus today on the way to
school. It was a rough 45 minutes bus ride and I stared
into the open, watching cars drive pass. The sudden
thought just came to me.

After all these things that has come and gone in my
life, I realized that I've came to an understanding in
myself. No, I shan't say what. Having shed tears and
getting my feelings all mixed up till I'm not even
myself, I have no regrets. It's no ones fault.

Its everything that happens in a relationship that
doesn't have substance. And I think I am changing.
shit.

OMG I'M BECOMING MORE TUPPERWARE!

right, I just had to burst that out. School's been a
bore lately but covered with the mahjong and dota
sessions I've been having. I missed people.
Maybe I should start meeting up with them again.

Oh, and I missed the times I had with BFF in Brisbane,
GoldCoast. Next stop. Europe?


Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:36 AM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.