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:Monday, April 09, 2007:

After running away from home for 3 days, I feel the
uptight feeling of doing it again. I don't want to go
home. I want to do the things I want to do without
any restrictions. I want to let my wings soar.

Why do people tell me to cheer up and take care when
knowing, it's not going to help? I'll prolly just nod my
head in agreement but sulk and cry later when no one's
looking. I've got to thank 5 people throughout these 3
days.

No less, it's kenndra and gary. The other 3 are from
tantric. And yes, the person that purposely came to look
for me. It includes you, the one that I'm supposed to
buy ice cream for.

All the people that was with me at the bar, seeing me in
my downiest moments. Crying my fucking eyes out for
someone. Thank you.

Love, Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 2:09 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.