:Thursday, March 22, 2007:

I was back at the usual place to catch up with the
usuals yesterday at tantric and I got myself all high
with liquor. With the amount of laughters around
them, happily bitching away. I was happy for them,
that they finally count come together, sit around
and chill. I sat there sometimes, just zone-ing
wondering how that someone was doing and all.

I can't help it but think of him. I mean, I'm here,
but you're not. This sucks. Life is so much more than
just getting drunk. It's also about knowing who you
want to cherish. I feel that I have neglected my friends.
Don't stone me for that but I'll try to make it up to
them when school starts.

I was out with Imran and Terence today and I felt
so moody. Could be from the headaches cause by the
amount of liquor I had the previous night at the bar
or that thanks to my sister who had to wake me up
so early in the morning begging me to help her. Or
that I just miss someone so badly.

Don't blame me for feeling this way but I'm tired and
really exhausted I just need him by my side sometimes.

Benji

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