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:Tuesday, December 19, 2006:

"this the season to be rainy, falalalala lalalala"


The weather's making me a moody boy. I'm getting
mouldy with all these dampness in my room. GRAH.

I walked home the same lonely old road with empty
cars and dim street lights at my side. My jumper's
wet from the rain and my mind's cluttered with
uncontrollable emotions with a mixture of rain and
tears running down my cheeks.

With the lyrics running around chasing cars through
my head, I can't get things out of my head enough to
be my immortal. =/ At this, I try to find solace with
myself in my cupboard and I've never felt so hurt in
me before. But I get stronger! AYE.

Ever wondered why the more we want something,
it doesn't come? so now I'm trying this, chant with me.

"I WANT MORE RAIN! I WANT MORE RAIN! YAY!"

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:58 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.