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:Thursday, December 21, 2006:

General mood swings, second handed smoke, buzzling
street music mixed with confused human emotions and
a bad case of gastric. Bad health for the day coming to
a christmas moodless drink. The world's too complex
for a small minded person like me to understand.

Just following the crowd, see the happiness in them
wishing and hoping it could ever be mine. Asking for
the world or just that feeling. It ain't too much to ask
for is it? I've been taking arrows shot my way, bleeding
with each stab.

I need help. I really do.

Puzzles of my heart lay unfixed as wounds heal longer
than usual forming road cracks with each path taken.
Tell me I think to much, but actually, I'm not.

Its just because

Too little people understand me in this world.

And I have to keep everything to myself.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:50 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.