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:Monday, December 18, 2006:

For once yesterday night, I felt so little and small
in life. I felt no point having to continue with the
simplest talk of the town kind of senerio. Unless
someone can show me a garden that's busting
into life. I thank those who were with me
yesterday night. It was an ugly sight of me that
I wished the world would never see.

1 pack of cigarettes and alcohol only smooths
the situation but the after effects are horrid. Yet,
I'll still go along with the idea to drink all my
feelings away. I've got the clearer picture in my
situation. I've got the answer that I am looking
for.

Thanks Kenndra. I owe you loads.

Would you lie with me and just forget the world.

Benji

"I don't quite know, how to say, how I feel. Those three words are said too much but not enough"


| Stripped and Lusted 12:52 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.