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:Monday, December 04, 2006:

And suddenly it struck me. It seems like everything
has gone back to it's original self. No more dramas,
no more tears and no more loneliness. Things have
gone back to normal.

The desperate feeling has came back to me over not
wanting to stay in Singapore anymore. I want to live
in australia where I could do just what I want. I should
have gone there when I had the chance. But who
knows. Jo's coming back and I've just viewed her photos.
I missed my times there.

If going there could make me live independently, I'll
fly over right now. I want to be on my own now.
I just want to go back to my apartment at the end of
the day, blast my music, have my cig and gin tonic
at my balcony enjoying the cool breeze of the night in
melbourne.

Sighs.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 4:38 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.