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:Monday, November 20, 2006:

I've been watching the video that Winsty made
for us over and over again. I'm having second
thoughts. I don't know why. The song's really
cool but it does invoke too much emotions for
me to handle. I'm sorry. I do have my own
issues that I've yet to sort out. As what monica
said to me. Its the company, not the people.

I'm darn confused. Things are getting fake.
Superficial I thought, but well, why act that
we're so close when by actual fact, I'm even
starting to doubt myself. I'm in loads of shit.
I don't blame them, but myself. I just need
the faith again. I need my faith back in them.
It's been long since I've clubbed. Monica's
waiting for me to club with her.

I do tell them some of my issues, and indeed
I place them before my family in my life. Why?

Cause I know,

The reason why I tell my innermost secrets to
them rather than my parents is because I know
that they won't judge me.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:31 AM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.