:Wednesday, October 04, 2006:
The things that they said affected me. They just
dont listen. They dont understand. And their
expectation is too high. I want all my sorrows to
be drained away. Its obvious they will side each
other. After all, they don't call it married for
nothing. I cannot be up to what they expect of me.
And even if I could, I wouldnt.
I walked down the lonely road once again, with
vacant cars by the sides of the road and I
started to wonder when will the time come for me
to change my route. Am I happy? Everytime you
asked how I am, I'll say I'm okay. But after
everything has been done and said, I am not.
Why?
Its because I lied. I'm walking this road alone.
They don't understand, they never will.
They don't know. They don't listen. They don't
care what others feel. So now I ponder. Why
should I be the one taking the first step? Why
should I be the one to be so bothered? Afterall,
the first lie has been said. I'll be saying more of
I'm okays. But actually, I'm not.
Cause
I lied.
Benji
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