:Monday, October 02, 2006:
As I sat at my balcony sipping my Raspberry
Vodka, I looked out into the open, cloudless sky
and just below it, an empty street with just 1
streetlamp that accompanies me to sleep
every night. I felt the breeze caress my cheeks
and I closed my eyes just trying to let everything
out.
I couldn't.
I'm so deeply affected on the inside that nothing
seems to want out. I lighted my cigg and took that
first breath in, trying to numb myself from all
the troubles and worries I have on mind. I teared
as my fears came running back. All alone is what
I felt sitting there. Just having to sit there in my
solace in the wee hours of the morning.
How does one walks away from all of the memories.
How can I not miss you when you're gone.
I need to be brave and stand strong. I can't say
what I've known all along. Cause it's going to hurt
again. Its going to hurt so badly.
Benji
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