:Thursday, September 21, 2006:

Now its time to take a break and run away from everything
that I have come to fear. I dare not face my obstacles now.
I'm afraid I'll just shatter under the pressure of those weights
on my shoulders. With the conplications going through everyone's
minds. The problems that we all have to solve an go through
in our lives. The acceptances and love we have to give, not
forgetting the rejections.

I do believe in fairytales. Many things didn't work out in my
life. I've seen many fairytales start but end with the evil witch
placing a curse to every single prince in that story. Having to
play and be played. But the question still remains, when will
my fairytale start? To hell with that evil witch.

Coming back to the topic and masks. I've seen many masks
that has fallen off. The ugliness within has been reveal and it's
horrid. The sadness and pain that shows right through the faces.
But people are so consumed by that outer fakeness that they're
living the life of someone else and not theirs. I pity them.
But to those who fell because of the sadness they had endured,
it shows the weakness within. But I don't blame them. Afterall,
we're all humans. Suffering from emotional pressure everyday.

Benji

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