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:Thursday, September 07, 2006:

I've been working the whole week. And it's not going
to stop just yet. I messaged 2 people just before they
left but I had no replies. sighs. Work was alright, with
the usual tirness at the end of my shift. Thank God my
boss is giving me shifts now so that I can rest.

I've made a deal with my colleagues. No clubbing for
2 weeks. That means I've to wait 2 more fridays
before I can club. And it's gonna be a Saturday! =D
I keep thinking that I can sleep early for once so
that I won't feel so tired. But I guess I was wrong. And
now, I smell vinegar in the air.

I seriously hate people that don't reply me on msn.
And to end this, I had 2 talks today. One with my
colleague and one with my mum. Ever since I've started
working with the bank. My character has changed like
hell loads. I get angry easily. Its not just me. Its my
colleagues too. I guess the rest won't understand.

We don't feel appreaciated after doing so much. Just
to come home and get nagged and sometimes, having
misunderstanding with your friends just because of a
bad day of work. My aunt said that I'm nearing depression
cause of the way I've been behaving at home. Oh no.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:06 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.