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:Saturday, September 09, 2006:

I feel so helpless when someone's in trouble yet I
can't do anything more just to have them free so
much better. I feel useless. Yet sometimes, when
people need help, I just refuse to offer that help
for them. I'd rather stand at one corner and laugh
if something happens to them.

I wish that I was like the rest of my other friends.
They pratically have nothing to worry about. Yet
with me, I've to worry about how I protrait myself.
I've to worry about what I'll do without my closest
dearest at my side. I need someone who can take
care of me and ask me hows my day. I need the
company of them around me.

I've been stressed with work, family and I'm not
really taking it very well. I need love. I need love.
I don't want it to end with a simple telephone call
and I'm just ditch with nothing at all. There's so many
things I feel like telling, but I don't know when it'll
come back and just kill me. I rather stay silent
and keep it all inside me. I won't be out for the following
week. Sorry peeps, but the time will come soon
alrights?

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:09 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.