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:Friday, September 01, 2006:

I feel guilty to whatever shit that I've cause
unintentionally. I took a walk down street yesterday
in the middle of the night where everyone was
quietly asleep having their dreams somewhere
in happyland. The road was emty and the cool
wind blew through the night against my face
as I let out a sigh.

Memories of the past just came rushing back
into my mind and the thoughts of my friends
came in. To think what I'll be doing without
them and having to face this world alone. I'm afraid.
What happens if I lose them? What happen if
something were to happen? What happens if my
parents were to send me overseas?

I'll freaking cry my eyes out. I can keep ranting
this on my blog but what good will it do? I don't
want to live my life in denial already. And I pity
those who do. Just trying to put up a strong front
and having skin the layer of an elephant. It's not
wrong to be hurt. It doesn't show signs of weakness.
It only shows you're human. All I want know is
my gin tonic so I can club the night away.


Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 9:58 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.