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:Saturday, September 02, 2006:

I feel caught in between by 2 parties of people.
On one hand, I have the people that brought me
up all my life. And on the other, I have my friends
that I want to hold on to so dearly. I have friends
that I can talk to more and understand more than
my parents.

I feel so caught in between and its taking a toll
already. Just give me a break. I've been sighing
ever since that night. But everytime I meet up
with my friends, I just happen to smile and be happy.
When they're gone, everything ends there.

And every night I go home. I have nothing to say
to my parents at all. I don't know how to talk to
them. I don't know how to explain things to them.
And they always have other factors of crap to pull
on me. But the funny thing is, I don't feel guilty.

Cause I've done nothing wrong to even get sad.
I want my friends. And now, I really know what's
more important to me. Its not the people that love
me and brought me up. Its the people that love me
and hear me out.

Love,
Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 8:47 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.