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:Sunday, August 20, 2006:

I'm now confused over what I want and who I want.
I'm sinking back into the place that I never want to
be in again. It looks like I don't have a choice. Things
around me are getting clearer. The colours are starting
to show. The jealousy and envy greeds of the human
soul are starting to shed into light, and I know all your
deepest darkest secrets.

Class is everything under the limelight. If you don't
have what it takes to be in class, don't be. We all know
you don't have what it takes. Comparing to the others
out there, I rather you be picking up trash. Unless
being cheap is your speciality on this wonderful night.
For tonight, I have seen how cheap and low one can
drop too. You surprise me more and more, and the
only way I'm letting these out is here. Right here.

All the deepest darkest secrets which are kept will
be shown to the light. I've to start changing my opinions
and impressions of the people already. I've seen what
acts in the name of desperation people can come up
with. You are getting worst. And I applause to that.
For you have brought yourself to an even lower level
I have ever seen. Read my blog for it has been stained
with a word just for you. Cheap.

I'll quote the phrase from one of my bros. I heart him
loads.
"I'll be praying for all the desperate hearts tonight"

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 6:17 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.