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:Wednesday, August 16, 2006:

I just got home from supper and chilling with my
classmates at gardens. Thanks to Jevin for sending
me back home cause I seriously need to pee. HAH.
Thanks to me having not gone to school today, I'm
not going to school on friday also. Ain't in the mood
to go to school now that the semester is coming to
an end.

I was thinking of dying my hair blue later on in the
day. I'm not sure whether godma has time to dye
it for me. Well, we'll all have to see what becomes of
my hair already. I'm talking to hon online now and
well, its seriously a ball of confusion going on our
minds. Take it as a blessing being straight you homospians
out there. Its no easier being in my shoes.

This week's the last week that the group's clubbing
together at whynot. aye, we'll be back. I hope that
doreen can cover my shift on Sunday so that I can
club on Saturday after work. Things have changed
so much that I don't know myself that much anymore.
Everything about me is simply "friends". I need someone
to love me now. I don't feel loved anymore.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 3:04 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.