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:Saturday, August 26, 2006:

As I sat outside to have dinner with my parents,
I felt different. For the first time, I sat there with
absolutely nothing to speak to them about. Besides
the usual "help me pour water" statement. With
the song Angels or Devils playing on my itunes and
with thoughts running through my mind, I just
took that sighs that walked back into my room.

I was talking to my bro on the phone just now and
he's just stressed with everything that's going on.
After listening him out, I felt for him. He knows,
I'll be here. We'll all be here. Obstacles are here
for us already. He has his feelings for that someone
inside him. So does jovan. We all have the rights
to choose who we want to be with. I hate this
feeling that's burning inside. I hate it loads. Help now.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 7:59 PM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.