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:Sunday, July 23, 2006:

WHAT THE FREAKING HELL WAS WRONG WITH ME
LAST NIGHT. aye, I was supposed to be enjoying myself
cubbing last night at whynot again but well, things did turn out
unexpectedly. I was at whynot and I swear I never felt uglier
than before after yesterday night. Thanks to me getting drunk
over something so worthless. I don't really know what happened
last night but I know it was all depressing. Fancy coming to work
today with a headache and sleepy eyes. And having to
update my journals during office hours. HAH, tell me
about it.

Clubbing at whynot 2 nights in a roll, at least I had fun.
But yet, I still got this feeling of going clubbing again.
Should I? or should I just lie low for awhile. Hmmm.

I just missed you so much to hurt myself even more.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 12:17 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.