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:Tuesday, July 11, 2006:

I was chilling around with Darius and he happened
to ask why people get hurt so often in a relationship.
ARGH. Of all topics we had to trample into that topic
again. Unfortunate for him, he knows that answer
to that question that he asked me himself. Somehow
we just tend to hurt the people that hold us to dear
close that we take them for granted.

They want us the most in their life but all we can give
them are nothing but false hopes leading to endless
pleads of I NEED YOU. Its simple actually. We just
don't know what we want. We're equally as confused
as to why some of us has to react differently to situations.
I know that its only a few that I can trust in my life
but well, things always take a turn someday right?
Rejecting others is always that difficult and its never
easy, THANKS EDISON for having to wake me up.

We just don't know how to appreaciate the kindness
that others have placed on us. Cause like all other human
beings out there, we don't know how to appreaciate simple
gestures of kindness served on a platter. We take small
things like these for granted all the time, and in the end
just to let someone get hurt. I've hurt many people that
came and left in my life. I dont know how much SORRY
I can say. I've got my equal share of hurt which got me
where I am now.

I just DON'T KNOW what I want now.
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Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:32 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.