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:Saturday, July 01, 2006:

I started off this morning with a loud BANG waking me
up from my dreams I have been having. Who am I going
to kid? Having a big wooha causing the involvement of so
many people just to realize that I was the cause of it. Oh,
and trust me, I know the things that has been going on
around me.

I ain't that naive after all. I can't lie to anyone. I just bring
hurt and harm to my partners and the people around me.
I guess I'm really jinx after all that has happened to me.
There's no point seeking the source of the cause or tracing
the spreader of the news. All that matters is that it has
reached my ears.

A big WOW to everything that people can say or do. And
for all the time that I have been doubting myself, the
problem solves itself.
Now, I don't this kinda thing everyday. I guess luck is
starting to shine on me. Although I lost my bet with germany.
But who knows? Brazil's next. 1-0 to Brazil. Any takers?

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:55 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.