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:Tuesday, July 04, 2006:

I know that its difficult to keep seeing me this down
in blogging. But, its only a blog. I know that you people
care. But its myself that I have to settle. I'm trying to
be happy already. Its not for the sake for all your
concerns but its the sake for myself.

Don't say that you failed in making me happy because
its non of your business. Everything's always about me
and nothing about the failure. My friends always still
my peeps. As a said. I'm trying to be happy already.
My distractions and my sleep! GAWK I need to sleep.
And looking at the day, clubbing at whynot on sat!
yup. I need my chilling sessions again.

The late nights and the drinkings. The rantings and
the talks that last the whole night. Man, I miss them.
I miss my coven. Although there are people telling
me not to go back. We shall see what happens in the end.
The thought came back to me about going for choir again
on sunday. ARGH everything's messed up.
And I need mahjong. MAGJONG.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:47 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.