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:Monday, July 10, 2006:

I happened to bump into one of my lost bro
at Whynot the other day and he was commenting
on how much I have changed. I look happier and
better. Is that right? I just laughed it off like
any other usual things that people will say.
Then the question poped out asking whether
I was attached. Aye. Thats better not to ask
and it will become a taboo topic soon I think.

I was damn happy that night. I seriously was.
Like being able to not think of the 101 thoughts
that was running through my mind. Cause and effect
keeps the mind pondering. And then the questions
started coming and people were asking me how
come I didn't ask them to club with me. There will
be other times that we can go clubbing in the future
and stop blaming yourselves for not asking me.
Cause, usually if I'm in a bad mood, I'll tend to
reject that offer.

And I want to say sorry to Julian which I ditched
at Happy.
SORRY =/
I MISSED YOU ALOT TOO OKAY. We will go clubbing
again real SOON.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:07 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.