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:Wednesday, July 26, 2006:

Chilling with my cousins again was awesome yesterday
night. More secrets have been known and well, its been
a long time since I have seen them already cause I'm
refusing to go to my grams nowadays. Family problems,
aaah what the crap. I know more things about them
already and its just relieving to hear that they are doing
well and they wanna go club next friday. Wahaha, we all
know what that means. Whynot night on fridays. =))

I'm so looking forward to club with them. Well, yea, one of
them happened to look butch and my other cousin's unsure
of himself. OMG what am I to them? a GOD? hah. Things
have changed between me and my cousins. Its for the
better larh and I'm so glad about that. Firstly was the
whynot night and now yesterday. I'm happy to see them
happy again. HAH.

Been talking to a friend over the phone over the things
that has been happening among the whole friends thing.
Aye, our friendships really on the line. At the rate that we
are all going, I seriously don't know what has been going on
between them already. But I hope that we can all stay like
before. Chill at the movies and club just to not let the word
FEELINGS get involved.

We'll see how things evolve from here.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 1:56 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.