:Wednesday, July 19, 2006:

Be it whether I've changed or because of the new
people I have come to known, I've come to realized
why my actions like these were. No matter how
close and dear your friends can call you. BEWARE.
Nothing is for sure until actions have been seen and
words have been heard. Friend, Enemy or Foe?
That surprises me everytime with the people I
choose to hang with.

I've put myself in your shoes looking at things from
your views. Now try putting yours in mine. Being
narrow minded doesn't come with the writer. It comes
with the writer that doesn't know his writings. You
must prolly be going HUH now. Well, one thing's I've
always known now, that I've changed not because
of myself but its cause of the people that I hang with.
You ask too much. And I've always been the dumb one
giving in to your childish needs.

I've seen enough and heard enough to decide things on
my own. For once, I feel so sure about doing this. Maybe
Lydia was right about this all the while. One thing's for
sure, We sure can't worry about the things we can't control.
Life's too short for us to keep looking back, so why not
just look forward and ditch the past behind? Jo's leaving
and I'm such a sucker for tears. I'll miss the times that we'all
chilled together. She's the first to go and so will the rest of us.
I can't wait to be back in australia. I'll miss bonfire with
my peeps. Then again, time is ticking till the next time
we all meet. I'm totally looking forward to it.

Benji

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