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:Saturday, June 24, 2006:

Things have been so messy these days that
its seriously messing up my mind. That gives
me the creeps of having to die in my sleep.
The people around me are changing so fast
till the extend when I totally give up on wanting
to bother anymore. They don't know when a
simple white lie can actually turn a person's
life upside down.

Sometimes, I think of the times where I will
be with the people I love, just overseas living
together. To be like my cousins who are in
brisbane now. Its times like these that I really
feel I need to miss them. Please let me die there.

Just when you get to trust a person, BOOM.
He shoots you down just like that. Ironic don't
you think? The puzzles in my life will never be
complete cause people just come and go taking
pieces of me away. And soon, I don't know what
I'll become already. Life just repeats itself like a
routine everyday which makes it so meaningless.

But anyway, I like the way you bother and cared
about me. I'll never forget.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 12:44 AM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.