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:Friday, June 23, 2006:

I regretted talking on the phone yesterday night.
Well, maybe cause two factors came to my mind.
I got scolded by my parents this morning and that,
I realized what a fool I have been. Well, as I said
before, the cloesest people hurt you the most. Not
referring to any guilty souls reading but, read well,
its not a person. Its people.

The thoughts that I have running through my mind.
For all I have done for them, I guess that I just have
been taken advantage of. Surprising for me to hear
2 different narations of the same story in less than
10 minutes. Count that for friendship. Not only am
I starting to suspect people, but I'm also starting to
suspect myself.

Rant Rant Rant. School's been difficult for me. I just
don't have the zest to go back to school anymore.
There's just alot of things on my mind, and its
difficult for me to say it out cause I don't usually talk
about my problems out with a word of mouth. I rather
affect myself than others. For I know that I'm just a
tormented soul.

I've stopped seeking and started dying. For when I
wake up in the morning, I feel that I've been living
my life like a fool. With the people cloeset to me
playing the game so well.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 8:48 AM| |

__________



about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.