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:Sunday, June 25, 2006:

And I spent another sunday out at the usual,
just chilling my arse off with my peeps. DAMN,
I need a life. With constant thoughts running
through my mind thinking what I'll do if I hadn't
stayed in Singapore. What my life would be if I
had got overseas to study. Will all these problems
still chase me like I've been running a thousand
mile away from them? They just seem to know
my every move.

And I happen to meet someone that I usually
talk things out with today. I guess he knows alot
about me and the things going on. What a BITCH.
And I just need to get all these things off my mind
before I can carry on. Damn we need to club. I
guess I need a new hobby, or that I have to find
the one that I have not been doing all along.
Whynot's definitely on.

If just by one kiss will be able to change luck, I
rather smack my head against the wall and let
myself bleed to death. Cause as I was just telling
wynner, I already earned my direct ticket into
hell since sec 2. And I get damn easily irritated
these days. I don't know why. So don't come and
poke me. I wish things were like the old days.
Just so carefree.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 11:53 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.