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:Thursday, May 25, 2006:

Everything's going down hill. Confusion lies
quietly waiting for me to solve. I don't know
how long will I will be able to take living
in the harshness of this world. I don't want
to face reality. I'm still afraid of what I
might become. Just hiding quietly in my solace.

Events coming up in life. I'm exhuasted.
mentally and physically. I hate being sick.
Stupid nose plus the throat. Oh man!
The way at which I am living my life, it seems
that I'll be dying at the age of..erm 30.
Someone please help me. >.<

My mood's been swaying like a blardy yoyo.
Everything's happening so quickly. Having
come by me stabbing me once before leaving.
Fly me to brisbane. Bring back my clubbing days.
I need some distractions now. Help. Help.
And my friendster profile views has jumped like
sky high.
whose been viewing my profile! hands up! =)
haha

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 12:02 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.