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:Monday, April 10, 2006:

i realized how much people mean to me. the ones
that make an impression and the ones that leaves
an impression. The ones that i want to be with and
the ones that i dont need to have around. i'm going
to start getting fussy at picking friends now.

But somehow, at the back of my mind, i still want
to lie in your arms to feel the warmth that i used
to feel. The way we talked and spent our time. But
now, i guess that i have someone else on my mind.
The ringing thought of running away from
everything to make myself happy again.

I have lost a cousin. A member of my life which
i will not be seeing anymore. I wish that the rest in
me which i treasure wont be leaving my side.
Not anymore. The past has been a rather rough road
but, i dont regret it. As i said, I walk the same earth,
but just a different path. Stop living a life of a lie.
its time to wake up to face whats coming for you.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 10:24 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.