:Thursday, April 20, 2006:

Ever realized in a part of your life
that we are as strong as we used
to think we are? We subdue ourselves
to pain and hurt cause of the undefine
word called Love. Ever wondered why
we are willing to put ourselves through
such hell just to let our mind's
run wild just to get depressed? Of to
get easily contented by hearing the
voice of the other party.

I've been talking to a friend about the
mask we all wear. Either to protect
ourselves or to hide and conseal what is
behind it. The truth is sometimes, never
a pleasant thing. Just taking for example.
I may not be seen as who I am, But for what
I am. I may look like gold on the outside,
but inside, i'm merely bronze.

We hide ourselves. Everyone wears a
different mask. A mask to protect whats
on the inside. Afraid that secrets will be
revealed after the mask is removed.
Its the same for me. When will I come out
of this mask, having the courage to remove
it, facing whats infront of me. I guess, its
not so soon. Everything around the world
is so complex and complicated that its
coking me slowly.

your words pierced my heart like needles
falling from the heaven's like rain and the
wind cuts my skin like silver swords flying
through the air.

Benji

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