:Saturday, March 04, 2006:

waking up that early in the morning,
checking my cell for messages from the one
person that i wish to hear from the most.
aye, i guess i'm living a life of a fool.
someone slap me awake from the dream that i have
been having for the past 2 weeks.

everything's enough. I aint taking this anymore.
i'm sitting here listening to the saddess song ever.
So whats with being a DC fan. music changes
with my mood, and it very much affects more.
i guess i'm just living a life less ordinary.
being who i am and removing that mask.

blogs are nothing and most blog's are literal
oxymoron. everything's plastic and fake.
the mask that we all wear changes. the colors
are showing. I'm going to stand up. I dont want to
feel the way i did waiting. I'm not waiting.
time is something that i dont have much on my
hands. This is the best thing that i can ever
remember. But, you took it all away.

I guess i'll return to my spot on that chair in the
same dark room. Staring aimlessly into the starless
night with rain falling, not knowing when it will stop.
Removing my mask to reveal a self to hard to believe
that everyone realizez, you're nothing more then
just a boy. a boy that the world could ask no more of.

Benji

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