:Sunday, March 19, 2006:

So there I am, waving goodbye to all of you.
Having to force the words out from my mouth.
"Enjoy yourself and have a good holiday"
When inside me its hurting so much for the things
family could have caused. AYE.
Till the time that I could take no more,
i'll brust everything and therefore, things
won't be the same anymore.

There you are, leaving on a jetplane. listening
to the songs repeating on the mp3 till
reaching vennia 13 hours later. Enjoy then.
Thats all I can say right. As a waved good by
to my grandmother, she constantly kept reminding
me not go home late and becareful. And all i did
was to brush her off. AYE, i regretted.
Its a sunday now and I can't look forward to going
to my grams. So here i am, sitting in my room,
bloggin my feelings and thoughts on what they
have done.

They expect us to understand how they feel
when they do things but never understanding how
we feel when we do things. My peeps questioned
me on why I had to go to the airport to send them off
after all the things that they did. I had no choice.
Spite me more then. Its similar to the mindset of
beggars cant be choosers kinda thing.
So now, its a constant 9-7 job slogging it away.

But, a little update on me now. I've gotten sexy paris
(my laptop) a new friend! and i'm naming it slut.
slut is officially benji's ivideo. yup, mr genie decided
to grant this boy his ivideo the next day with quite a
good deal. now, everything that i want to do is to
wait here patiently for more gifts to fall from
the sky and clubbing!

Benji

| Stripped and Lusted 8:53 AM| |

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