:Friday, March 10, 2006:

how tired can the human mind be,
with loads of problems coming in and out.
problems comes with solutions.
But the solutions may not be the best fit ones.
having to deal with the not-so-nice solutions,
is something that i hold with most regret.

the human mind is not like the matrix of a system.
it becomes weak and slow after stress.
which in turns, takes a toll on the human body.
aye, we arnt machines. we arnt computers.
no one can expect us to work like that.
dont be out of ya mind to be able to think that way.
people make mistakes. some mistakes are for life.
live it. believe it or not, yes, i have my mistakes
that i made which i regretted.

Its all life that we have to blame then.
the path that we choose. the things that we do.
for a purpose or a reason. its just based on this :
nature or nuture?
work has taken its toll on me and having to
realize that it isnt actually that 'nice'.
having to get exposed to the working world.
its a rush for everything. which trains us to be
tough and knowing what we want in life.

it makes us choose to make the right or wrong
decisions in life. it pushes us to our limits.
no more school baby talk shits.
its business thats important. not the ticks or
crosses on test papers.
we become part of the system that treats everyone
the same. the system that starts at 9 in the morning
and ends late into the night.

the system that repeats itself everyday except
on sundays. its not what we want.
but then again, think about it.
is it really what we want?
for this, i ponder and fall asleep

Benji

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