:Monday, February 13, 2006:

tossing and turning in bed last night again.
whats with the normal symptons of sleeping disorder again?
aaye. i dont know. i guess its still the things that's
constantly running through my mind.

after clubbing again makes me realize how much
my life really meant and its worth.
seeing the same people there, rawking their
stuffs on the dance floor, we're practically clones.
student by day, losers cum clubbers by night.
is this what we really are?

having to have people of 'my age' clubbing together
again, without the constant naggs by adults and parents.
having the night of a life time to realized that we're
actually missing that much at night.
aaye. we're darn missing out.

having to choose between who's a good catch and whose
not. who the hell created a 'good catch' in the first place?
what do you think we are?
fishes in the sea, swimming aimlessly just waiting
to get caught? screw that mindset.
i plan for myself, and not follow anyone else's.
my heart's like a open highway, long and aimless.
don't fall for me. i'm not worth it i guess.

Benji

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