:Tuesday, February 07, 2006:

this morning, i was given 2 packages by a friend.
within these 2 packages, there were the differences and the simliarities.
Package A was pretty much okay but had a little salt in it.
while Package B was perfect that anyone could ask for. It was
just sweet enjoy. thats it.

But somehow or rather i knew my answer from the start.
I guess that it has always been inside me.
I knew what i was going through, i knew what had been happening.
Should I chose to ignore it, or let it get the better of me,
i dont know. i dont know what i will be going to do.
Having the feeling of being so hopeless. Having to know
what is going on, but not knowing what i'll be going to do.

I guess that we're not in the same boat after all.
but we're still looking at the same sky looking up.
we're at different places all over the world.
but looking up, its still the same sky, the same sun, and the same moon.
everything's the same except the places that're in.
the situations, the problems, the mood and the mind.

the soul weakens and the mind ponders.
what actually is going on nowadays?
does every action that people do comes with an intention
that has to be bad, which let people become too suspicious,
of every move either party makes.
call this paranoid or instinct?

my answer will be package A.

Benji

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