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:Sunday, February 05, 2006:

things that i've done in the past which sucked so bad that i dont want
to remember them again. although its hard, but wells, we all know
how to get rid of it don't we?
Having memories thats come rushing back into my mind
during the wee hours of the night, causing me to wake up in
nothing else but disappointment.

my past is already the past. its deep and well,
not that pleasant. so i guess, dont bring it up.
i used to be trash in the past..rebelling fom everything.
trying to break every rule i could possibly break.
even becoming a pagan having dealings with the craft.

thats the past. now, i guess that i'll just take things coming at
me one at a time. problems are everywhere.
its whether we know how to solve them correctly or not.
getting all shitty doing nothing will not help.
feeling down and depress will not help.
stand up and go figure it out yourself.
all i can say is that, i can be there to listen.
but who will be listening to mine?

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 9:55 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.