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:Saturday, February 25, 2006:

so here I am,
blasting loud club music in my room.
ringing and disturbing every neighbour
around me. But look at me.
Do i care. I can't be bothered with the
society around me, The way things are
done, and the way i'm being ruled.

I rebel. Therefore I am.
I hate my parents. I hate my family.
I hate this house i live in.
I'm waiting for the time to walk flat out
on my family. Being able to not call them
family anymore. After all, i'm the
Blacksheep. Everyone's bias against
someone like me. I'm the worst
grandson, brother, cousin, son anyone
can look up to. I have my pride and will
not let people and gossips that they bitch
get me down.
Therefore, i am and i rebel.

Try stopping me. I cant be stopped.
because i chose not to. In life, you choose.
you choose to follow the system.
you choose to let people get you down.
you choose to stand up for your rights.
therefore, i chose my path and not let
people push me down.
My parents are nothing more then
tools used in life.
They feed me, house me, shit on me
and i'll let them rot to old age.

i'm used to being alone. my parents are
nothing to me. my family is nothing to me.
therefore, the top piority in life is to
fucking get jiggy with my peeps.
bring on my clubbing days with the
countless hours of nights out for the
vampires to feed. bite me.

Benji


| Stripped and Lusted 6:48 PM| |

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about the boy.
'benji
02may88.taurus
maxatom@hotmail.com

sitting in the dark.
in a room. facing the wall.
looking back at the past.
wearing a mask, hiding the truth.
it's time to reveal everything.

gaps left behind.
the streets were wet and the gate was locked.
so i jumped it and let you in.
with your hand around my waist.
everything could be felt again.
and i knew that you meant it.

not forgetting.
Andy
Benji
Cindy
Chu Yang
Dennis
Darren
Fyedee
Gary
James
Jeremy
Jiawei
Jimmy
Jayden
Matthew
Max
Nick
Shuhui
Sean Remiel
Trent
Wei Hao
Xiaotaizi Didi

I declare.

I declare that there are losers in life. But nothing compares to those whom spam tagboards. Cause they have nothing better to do but try to beautify other people's life by the attention they are giving.

Blessed Be,



antiquity.